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Originally posted by Subjective Truth
reply to post by cushycrux
Wow don't you have anyone close to you in real life to share this crap with? if not go out you and meet someone this is a obvious cry for something. I see nothing wrong with the message we all have inner feelings but to put them out here for all of us to see might mean you need some help.
Originally posted by cushycrux
It seems to be I am going to be insane in my hearth and brain. My consciousness seems to be so comprehensive and complex, I am loosing the surveillance. My emphasis and handling of daily facts is so sacrifice-based, I am loosing my self.
Most people think I am naive, but when they listen to what I have to say, they understand me a bit. I have the problem that I can't understand such normal things like envy, proud, megalomania and mostly I don't understand the interpretation of facts of all people arround me and on this world.
I can feel our human potential for love and forgiveness every secound in my live so strong that it hurts so much I have to cry about the world, the values. We are so near to what god is. Maybe we are.
We are the creators and destroyers of this world, inner and outer World.
So many things are discussed, so many things misunderstood, opaque. Grand Egos and no more warmness.
In the outer World, all invented and examined, all consumed. And the inner warmenss is stunted. Mostly gone.
I love you all, but we will die before we reached the next step in evolution.
And this is because we determined that so. It's so sad to know what is.
We are able but don't want change us. We don't want, why god? In the name of love, why?
I will never forget you - love, aid, sacrifice, honor, valor, I will cry for you every day. I must cry, can't think "It" anymore, only egoism is left and hate.
Sometimes I have to cry so much about you earth, I am shacking - unable to explain and understand what happens on this planet NOW.
I embosomed you all, the plants, the sky and the air, the animals. And thank you nature, that you made me able to feel like I do.
It is all to late, isn't it? We are no longer great. Let's finish this approach - We all failed! Why can't you see and feel?
Because I love you readers also like I do mother nature I want to say:
Have no fear, It's not your debt. And I cry....nothing more to say. Anyone else suffers this way?
Originally posted by Whine Flu
Crying isn't going to save the world. If you plan on changing the world you have to do a little more than just that.
Don't worry, I'm sure when stuff starts going down most of us will be there to help others. Well, one would hope so.
Originally posted by cushycrux
Originally posted by Whine Flu
Crying isn't going to save the world. If you plan on changing the world you have to do a little more than just that.
Don't worry, I'm sure when stuff starts going down most of us will be there to help others. Well, one would hope so.
I am currently starting a club - to start act. And private I am acting since i can feel and think. Are you acting?
Originally posted by cushycrux
reply to post by FeralMonkeyMagic
Thank you for your words.
I can't see any sense why I should be in a depression. For some People it looks like empathy and sensitivity is a disease. If I can get happy by being ignorant - I have that ultimate greed-looser-life that the most have.
I feel we are doing wrong things, and we are driving with a car into a wall at full speed, just because we are "wall-blind".
It makes no sense, to change me - only if you wan't another working biobot.
I have absolutely no fear from death. I was death for 4 minutes 15 years ago, so I know the other side and the endless existence of my soul. I am generally relative fearless. And since I know the meaning of love - and I decided to work for IT for the rest of my life, I was able to grow extremely.
I am crying because I know what people are, they have such a potential, so much love and creativity. But they use this only to find new ways building torture-machines. If this world ends today, i am ready - and in peace. But must it happen while you can't notice your own state. It's just sad. So I am - sad.
PS. Don't take pills, if you know exactly why you are suffering. If you have arguments you can not be sick. That's just a way the wan't male you a working and consuming (zombie like) ignorant.
Originally posted by cushycrux
reply to post by FeralMonkeyMagic
Yes for sure. I am a Happy Person, happier then the most I know. This is because I am in peace with me. But I can not enjoy my happiness while I know people are to stupid do "feel". So - I am relative happy for this situation. My first post and the title was to startle you here, and your hearts a bit. Sorry this was a bit "gonzo". But I feel so.