posted on Jul, 9 2012 @ 01:10 PM
reply to post by bigfatfurrytexan
Sorry about how I wrote yesterday. I got a little high strung. Here is what I meant.
I have seen dots for most of my life. They came into view the same day I remember having my first color dream (I was 4) 1 week later I made them
change color to clear so I could see through them. I remember thinking I can do it just like I was manipulating my dreams by then.
Since that time I have just basically played around with them as if they were real sand at a beach. I can mentally make any design or animation I
can think of.
The best thing I can do with them up till yesterday is to have them set up as a screen, then put pics on them frame
by frame my sand hold the images together letting me make and store "movies".
I've long believed this ability was directly related to the mercury exposure leading to my first color dream / sand coming to me on same day.
I believe the metal interrupted right brain activity. Theorizing that being 2 years old. My stem cells would have repaired the damaged route in my
brain. What I believe really happened is, due to high concentrations of this toxic metal the repair was impossible and an alternative route was made,
bypassing most of the left brains filters.
This would allow for direct in / out for subconscious mind. It would account for taking 2 years to make a connection. The fact that I have no
childhood memories until that day attests to something because I read yesterday that right brain is where a childs memories are stored up to age
I saw something else yesterday. My sand came alive. They've always moved but last night they attacked the dark aura sand with a vengeance. I sensed
Enthusiasm as they began chasing and absorbing the enemy.
It made me laugh and my adrenaline was so high I was still trembling last night when I found this site a made a post.