reply to post by azurecara
I know this thread is now very dormant but just in case you or anyone else on the net come's to read it I will first give some opinion's then share
what for me as one of the most traumatizing early experience of this type.
Maybe this man was somehow linked to this young woman and it is a true shame he never identified her to make contact at a later date,.
Sometime's this is done to cause harm or psychological trauma by an excorporeal entity whom litteraly take's you out of your body but it could have
been a case of two body's with there soul's somehow crossed or an entity had taken his body over and his soul gravitated to the nearest body that
could offer it shelter.
In 1983 to 1984 I was about 13 going on 14 and a young adolescent male with a perfectly heterosexual and almost rabid interest in the lady's but also
extremely repressed and shy.
I went to bed as usual and fell into a deep sleep, I found myself flying in the darkness as though I had awoken outside my body and became paniked
when I found I could not control my direction or pull back having awoken mid flight as my own body grew distant and as though something or somebody
litteraly had a tight hold on me and was taking me where they wanted to go.
It was dark and I was moving very, very fast but as you know you are not physical so do not feel wind though and even in the darkness I whom live in
England was aware of a Nightime Tropical jungle below, I believe it was somewere in the amazon, Despite the darkness and the blackness of leaves at
night as you know in that state you can see in equisite detail as you are not using light to see.
I saw a dirt/mud road below with rutted wheel tracks and a huddle or about 7 or 8 rude log structures in a clearing with crude roof's, I found myself
being dragged down toward a large one and flew right through the roof as though it was not there, now my field of vision in that state was wider than
in my body so I could see more of the room from under the roof, there was a wooden plank floor which stopped were a wall had been taken out and the
building extended more than doubled with a crude lean too like a low flat roofed shack against a once slightly better shack, There were upright
timbers holding the roof like supports in about 4 rows and it was litteraly like a chanty with a large covered dirt floored area and crude table's and
A number of men where sitting on crude table's and chairs drinking and smoking, light came from bare cable with naked bulb's and a small transistor
radio was playing something, mostly they looked portugea or hispanic and a real rough looking bunch with stubble and beard's as well as dirty in
appearence like men whom did not wash, the old floor which was raised about a foot or so higher then the dirt floor the majority of the room had and a
counter or bar was at my right against one part of the raised area and so that floor acted like a little stage.
And a young female whom was probably younger than myself at the time or so I assumed from the what I saw before being placed in her crown was dancing
around wildly or more like a staggering dance and wearing a poncho like dress tied with a cord at the waist, she was barefoot, the material of the
garmant was homespun/sackcloth color yellowish or mustard fabric with a repeating motif in black that reminded me of the square maze like wave pattern
you see on greek vases around the images or as wave's and this ran at the hem front and back, her hair was waist length, untied and black or dark
brown, no or very thin eyebrow's with dark coppery skin and dark eye's she looked amerindian, I fought against whatever was moving me around to stop
it as I found myself being forced down into the top crown on her Head but was powerless.
Suddenly I litterally was her or to be more precise, I felt drunk and giddy but was still not in charge and had no control so like a trapped observer
though I could feel the body as though it was my own, I had no control and she was running her own body and a vague awareness of her presence but no
link to her mind.
She danced around staggering drunk and some of the men shouted something sounding crude but in a language I do not know, Portugease or south american
spanish and she did what they said and lay on her back with her leg's apart then pulled up the front flap of the dress feeling giddy.
Unexpected to her a very large fat man with pale skin and dripping sweat in a dirty white shirt open at his baldy chest and with his belly
overhanging his belt got up and walked over from one the near the front tables and undid his belt then dwarfing me he more or less fell on me and
straddled me suffocating by his size.
The pain was horrible and nothing like what we as men feel, like being cut, electrocuted and tickled in an unpleasent way in my groin and I guess she
must have past out as I suddenly took control Screaming in english "NO" from her mouth, then with some strength beyond the girl's I pushed him off,
then suddenly like a elastic band which has been released I flew so fast back to my own body I litteraly threw My own body upward and shouted "NO" in
the house waking everone up, the last thing was a look of shock on the fat man's face and I know this was no nightmare, I remember every detail even
after about 30 year's.
This has haunted me ever since and caused some psychological damage as I was going through My own adolescence and this was not a pleasent experience
but it burned into me so deeply it is part of me and actually tormented me for many years right into my adulthood with the trauma of the experience,
it was no dream and something or somebody took me there for that experience to harm me, I believe the drunk girl was innocent of what was about to
happen and lost her innocence and I lost mine with her as I experienced the whole horrible thing.
I often wonder if part of her came back with me, Was she part of me or linked to me on the cycle of life, I wonder if she is still alive and what
life she may have had.
All I know it that though I have encountered and experience many paranormal occurances, is that this experience is one of the worst I ever had and
half way changed my own sexuality, I am not gay but am very awkward so have avoided any sexual contact since this occured meaning I as a consequence
have missed out on the better part of my life because of whatever did this to me and that girl, it is my faith in christ which sustained me and only
that as well as a loving mother whom I could never tell this too.
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