posted on Sep, 23 2012 @ 02:00 PM
My 'experience' probably deserves its own thread!
Its not a strange happening or anything paranormal in the sense that most reading this would be looking for, BUT its such a crazy coincidence that I
wonder (daily) why I was involved and how can i redeem myself(my soul)?
So back in 1998 i was a soph/junior in high school, I went to church 3x a week, I couldnt get enough! I was SO happy and full of life, I LOVED it and
I LOVED myself and I LOVED my life. One day my youth leaders of this church (who were assistant pastors as well) packed up and moved to Littleton,
Co., at the dismay of ALL of us (the youth group kids), with the only explaination was that the guy (our youth pastor) had a dream, or a vision, or
whatever, and it told him to pack up NOw and move to Littleton, Colorado. (So from Los Angeles to Littleton, CO)
So anyways much to our dismay we lost our beloved youth leaders... Meanwhile I was a typical teenager and in the meantime I had "strayed" from the
church, (doing the teenager thing with experimenting and what not.. the only substance involved is the one that is "legalized" in California).
Anyways I was playing a lot of computer games, Doom, Quake etc and I ran a search on ICQ and I met this cool guy named 'Eric' and we ended up
talking every day and playing doom a LOT. We had lots of fun and I went to his website constantly (every day almost!)
Fast forward to April 20, 1999, my roomates and I are watching the news of a gunman loose at Columbine High and they flash the picture of Erics
website on the news and i went totally ballistic "THATS ERIC, I KNOW HIM, THATS HIS WEBSITE!!!" W...T...F? So ya I knew the columbine killer..
talked to him daily, and NOT only that,
BUT my youth leader got a 'vision' to move to Littleton and he and his wife ended up helping the kids who were directly involved.
Biggest, most important 'story' of my life and I feel like i could just die today, in some awful circumstance. I feel I missed what could have been
an intervention, maybe a quick sentance, a compliment, anything?
Ive since internalized this incidence and I think about it constantly. I could just die right now, maybe i will?