rent. food. Travel costs. Final nitty bits and pieces. Gold shot. A new shiny pair of thermals
I intend dto so nothing that will either comprimise me or mine ie debt / courts ect , or any thing to make me stay here for any reason whats so ever.
I will live as i am now, sleeping and eating, carrying on doing my chores and job till late 2008..the resign, then early 2009 after doing the final bits, that is it.
Gone.
Please, regarding my reasons for doing this.
A Trauma dr who was a good friend, has a father (now deceased) who, near his death, spilt some thing to his son about 2007 being a build up to the dark knight of Oct 28th, 2011.
he was adamant it was a dark knight not night.... and said that it would start low and slow in 2007... things in the sky, signs, colours, sounds ect, build up through 2009 getting worse and worse till the Dark Knight of oct 28th, 2011.
A Trauma dr. The dude earned near on 200 K a year doing private work along side his NHS work. Gave up EVERY THING, and i mean EVERY THING, to bin life, and walk.
He did so, but not before sharing out some deep and private fears about what his father had said.
I adored the old boy, and his advice always stood me in good stead through life. To hear that he feared for his son and his children from an event he had held in him secret for many years, and only spilt when he knew death was near, was enough to make me start a search - a search for others who would join me, for others who would do the do when the time came.
People, I promise you, no pee take, no spinning the #e, nothing. This is me, clearing my guilt from holding this in for so long.
I am outta here 2009, not a second later.




