posted on Nov, 1 2019 @ 06:46 AM
I have a zillion ‘early’ memories... like climbing out of my crib and hanging on the side for dear life, and my parents finally getting me
down.... the awful experience of sticking my hands in my cake for my 1st birthday, or even the first tornado warning/high wind storm I experienced
(seeing a swing set tumble through the yard from the window was unsettling) these are vague and are probably more feelings than thoughts though.
But an interesting experience I remember was accessing the control I had, in a sense.... watching a ceiling fan spin around. I was probably 3-4 ish...
it was the first time I caught the “single blade” and started following it... then I’d lose it again into a whirlwind of spinning.... only to
catch it again... and you know how it makes the whole appearance of the fan spinning “slow down” as you’re following that single blade? But then
once you lose it, back to just whirlwind spinning....
I remember purposely oscillating between the two perceptions and exploring the control I had over what I was seeing... it was pretty amazing at the
To this day sometimes to relax i will catch a fan blade ... it’s like a tool to center my mind.
edit on 1-11-2019 by SouthernGift because: (no reason given)