posted on Mar, 29 2017 @ 11:47 AM
A long time indeed. I'm really gonna need that. I'm about to go to bed, getting 4-5 hours of sleep max. I have a lab prac at 9 and it's currently
nearly 4. T_T
On an odd diversion, I was wondering this.
If you, as an older individual, were to clearly remember your childhood crush and still have feelings for them, would that make you a pedophile or
some variant thereof?
And if not, were you to encounter that childhood crush as you remember them to be and circumstance was identical (for instance via a timeslip wherein
you inhabited the body of your younger self but kept the same mind), would you then be considered an x-ophile?
An odd question, but I am approaching (or rather, reached several years ago I suppose) an age where those sorts of questions start to matter somewhat.
I'll be turning twenty this year. And yet, thinking about said childhood crush still makes me feel slightly nervous just as it did all those years
ago, though I suppose it is true that it is much less intense. Is that odd? Should those feelings begin to fade, or have faded already?
I was already relatively advanced in terms of mental maturity as a child. When I was fourteen I felt eighteen, and conversely now that I am eighteen
I scarcely feel much older than fourteen at all. Outside of annoying physical reminders, that is, like my hairline receding for the first time in
ever. (Though not majorly... Yet. T_T)
edit on 29/3/2017 by Eilasvaleleyn because: Reasons