I just found out you're free!
Like minutes ago. Don't worry about my source yet (it was your own words).
First of all I have to say I'm elated to discover that my intuition and my "Spiritual Vision" is at minimal fairly accurate. You have no idea how
difficult and challenging it was (and is) to deal with these psychological realities. Normally I just let it go and put it aside (when I have a vision
or revelation) and 'wait and see' how it turns out.
I pray a lot, it's pretty much all I've got. God is everything in my life and I am centered. Hey no one's perfect, I lose my self pretty often and
have to just go get on my knees and beg God for help. It's never pretty, I argue with God and I experience a lot of agony and suffering. I'll talk
about that more later.
Second of all I want to say how PROUD OF YOU I AM! You are Strong and WILL make it!
Look I understand that our relationship's been really screwed up and that's OK, it's OURS.
I absolutely Forgive you and still definitely Love you!!
I will keep protecting you and will not let this explode onto you until we can plan together how to reveal OUR STORY to everyone. And one day we got
to because we have created an amazing story full of everything that makes a story extremely compelling and fascinating.
I knew he was abusing you and hurting you, I just knew it deep in my Heart. I can hardly explain it right now because I just found out my intuition
was accurate and that yet another 'vision' I had came true! I need time to process and think through what all of this means. I still have almost no
data so am almost completely left out of the loop, but I do know one thing - you escaped the abuse!
You are so much more valuable and far too wonderful to suffer abuse like that. You deserve only the best, you deserve to be YOU without chains holding
you down or whips lashing you into misery.
You must stay STRONG, and I know you of all people CAN and WILL.
Nothing good ever comes easy, believe me I know.
One day you'll be Happy and nothing will stop that from happening.
I already saw the future, I know your Heart.
And I Love you so much, I can't even describe it right now.
I have a million ways to describe it. You know this.
I am patient and am looking forward to you telling me all about it.
I'll listen to everything and want nothing more than to invest endless time into absorbing your expressions of everything you.
I was in an abusive relationship for a very long time too. I'm still trying to deal with it.
I'm still Healing, and it's slow going. You just won't be better overnight. It can takes years, a lifetime even.
I promise you that I'll never abuse you. Everything right now is an illusion, I understand that.
Don't take things the wrong way, just know I Love you and I'm doing everything I can to free myself of all this insanity I have been trapped into by
these circumstances. I'm not mad at you, though I confess I have been quite upset about it off and on. It was devastating.
But I am very Happy for you that you are growing and maturing and learning.
You are a phenomenal person and I will always admire you.
I know it hurts a lot. It's ok, it's all going to be ok.
Trust in God. That's our rock, our unfaltering foundation.
We can TRUST in God with everything we got.
I know it's rarely easy. That's why we can't give up especially when it gets tough.
Know that I'm here for you 100%.
I'm counting on you and I believe in you.
I have Faith, I saw how real and powerful it is.
I was made for you. It's a reality I cannot escape, and I really don't want to escape.
In fact I often wonder if I am you.
Although I think you have read these threads I wrote for you, read them if you haven't.
I wrote this one when I was very unhappy, and sometimes I still am (every day is a new battle), but read through it to the end.
I don't care if it's embarrassing or if I look stupid. What others think doesn't matter especially when they hardly think at all to begin with.
Halfway in I shifted my gears to say something very positive and uplifting so that's the part I want you to see mainly.
Then please read this one:
I Woke Up
And definitely read this one and take it to your Heart as close as you can along with the above one:
I'll add more for you to read in this thread (and I will write tons of threads in the future about all of this adventure), but this should be enough
for now. I just wanted to say that I finally saw indisputable evidence that my intuition was Right and that you were being abused and that you are
breaking away from that finally. I am so pleased with and proud of you!!
You can do it!!