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I leave Sisyphus at the foot of the mountain! One always finds one's burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night-filled mountain, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: lSkrewloosel
a reply to: muzzleflash
learn to love yourself if yo uexpect others to love you back
with your opening speech i see why people might not warm to you. Sounds energy draining and no matter any feedback someone gives you it would not be good enough
i know lots of people like yourself and until you face your demons, love yourself and dont look on the world so negatively then the love and support will sure come quicker.
i feel drained just reading it to be honest .
wish you luck though ,this is my opinion looking outside in.
Your post is so ignorant, I ought ta slap you.
1) I'm in the mess I'm in because I Loved myself (and others) far too much. It's a mistake.
I admit I still suffer Narcissistic tendencies though, just much more tempered. Maybe I needed to be humbled?
2) I don't tell anyone I'm really depressed usually, most people think I'm a cheerful, energetic, intelligent person.
3) Drain you of what? The lie you live?
4) You never met anyone anything like me. I'm unique.
5) I face demons everyday to kill the boredom, and you're one of them.
6) Other people's Love or support does not come based on my point of view, it does based on Theirs. Only I choose my actions, others choose theirs.
If only you knew how much BS you actually believe in. Let's get this straight, you control everyone else's reactions by your attitude, that sad people are vampires, and you're totally in love with yourself? You sound so awesome...
2) an intelligent, kind Hearted, beautiful, artistic Woman to basically pluck me from my loneliness and go on a wild romantic adventure with around the world.
originally posted by: muzzleflash
Don't welcome me to the club, I hate this club.
I live in despair and torment myself at every turn. I have come to think that I must be cursed to a Hell of agony and desperation, I am despondent and disheartened, wretched even.
originally posted by: woodwardjnr
a reply to: muzzleflash was it Rocky who said. A man is not defined by how hard he can hit, but how hard he can be hit and keep coming back for more. It's a good one.