posted on Mar, 8 2015 @ 11:25 PM
a reply to: SyxPak
I never heard that by them before and I hope I never hear it again. That was horrible! Hahahaha!
Feeling very sad and lost tonight. Been a couple of years since Mark didn't want to be my husband anymore. We still live together. We still get
along. Had he of dated more than one girl when he was younger, he would treasure what he has instead of abandoning our love. He would know what he
had was a precious thing.
Been so long since I've been held and told I'm loved. I was so proud for the 34 years that we were married and he wanted to be married. So proud
because most relationships don't last. Everyone admired us and thought we had the perfect marriage. Everyone was shocked to hear he had a change of
heart after all these years.
I noticed how the younger prettier woman turned his head and what an awesome friend he tried to be to them hoping it would turn into something more.
He figured the grass was greener on the other side. No one felt the same about him though and at least that comforts me.
Still, all these emotions just overwhelmed me tonight and I cried and cried and cried. I know I'm a good person, worthy of love. I know I'm
interesting and funny. I hope one day if I die before him, he will deeply regret his choice. I don't want to go to my grave knowing I wasn't loved
by my husband.
I never in my wildest dreams would have thought there was even a possibility of such a thing happening to me. Feeling so alone and like I'm lost in
the shadows of life. I watch other couples and think...I had that once, with someone I trusted my heart to and my life with. I had that.