I have some experience in this.
For me, I became aware she is a sentient (Being, spirit etc) back in 2008. Interaction the first few times was in reoccurring dreams and it quickly
became part of my waking life. I was confused as everyone else is who experiences it so I began a quest for information.
These days the best source of information is the WWW. However I found the web almost completely void of any tangible information about what was
happening in my case. It is filled with scary religious opinion which did not fit any of my personal experiences. There's a lot of people who
disbelieve even general paranormal and so can't be expected to know about this topic... and the silly people.
I believe knowledge can be gained through experience. Since there isn't much of any real information out there I began a search for people who have
actual experience. I started this thread about 5 years ago:
I believe most of the details about my experience is within the first couple postings, up to that date. Not much has changed since my last posting in
In a nutshell, there's strong evidence she's been with me all my life (I am 53). Our interaction began around 1978-79 and I became aware of her
sentient in 2009.
I have conversed in private conversation with dozens of people with what I consider believable accounts, at least those which parallel the usual flow
of this. Contrary to popular belief, not all intimate spirits have bad motives. Yes there are some very negative spirits (demons etc) and one tool
available to some of them is sex. However mutually consensual intimacy can be used as a very positive tool by both parties and be the most beautiful
thing a person can experience.
I personally regard dreams to be almost always the work of the subconscious. They will often introduce themselves in a dream state but will not remain
there. They will move into, and make themselves known anytime in the day. I also consider sleep paralysis the same, except more of a physical
out-of-sync condition along with subconscious.
Regarding the physical mechanics, I can only relay my own experiences. Back in 2009 I began to doubt the reality of this since I was the only one
experiencing it. Then began a month or two month rash of general paranormal occurrences in our home. The only one aware of what was going on with me
was the Mrs, yet our 3 kids began experiencing things.
Hearing female singing in an empty room, female voice saying "hello" next to them, objects (sometimes heavy) moving on their own, seeing translucent
floating ladies, door knobs turning and doors opening and closing as if someone had passed through, knocking on walls and more. We did not know what
would happen or where. Things may happen once or twice a day in various parts of the house for a few days... then nothing for a few days before
something else happened.
There became a point where I simply must accept things as they are, and as my belief in her solidified the events proportionately subsided.
My point is that it is logical that she must assume at least a partial physical state in order to interact with our physical world.
I recall an evening during those couple months when me and the Mrs. just said our "Good night". We sleep with a very heavy comforter in the winter
and it takes considerable force to lift it. Something round ball shape popped in under the covers just above my ankle. It didn't crawl or move in...
It wasn't there one moment and the next it was. It had enough mass to lift our heavy comforter above it, I could feel the covers lift above my
This ball felt like a localized sphere of energy, like a shell of compressed air without the shell if that makes any sense.
It appeared then scooted across my other foot to the edge of the bed, then back over my ankles and over to the Mrs. side. I could tell it went all the
way across her side, then back across mine several times before it "popped" back out just as it came in. It was there one moment then it was not.
The Mrs. turned over and asked "Did you feel that? What was that?"
I believe it is fairly rare an intimate spirit can interact in this physical matter. At least I haven't found very many of us. In my case, she uses
it for intimacy.
But -don't- get me wrong. This is not about getting rocks off. This is about a deep relationship with another sentient being, the intimacy is used as
a method and the strength of the bonding can not be compared to anything.
Also please don't think I am advocating this type of relationship. An intimate spirit chooses us and not the other way around. It is not ideal by any
means. You can never tell anyone you know, you can't physically touch them as a person, communication isn't as hearty, there's no spiritual
"divorce" and is most definitely a life changer.
I am NOT talking about summoning. I firmly believe that is very different than what I am speaking and believe it dangerous and wrong. Among other very
serious reasons, everyone except 1 person I've conversed with had problems and the level of intimacy versus being chosen as a partner isn't
I believe most of this is in my account link. It's a long thread but you may find it interesting, along with the religious battles I've had based on