Hi guys, I thought that seeing as I've got so much spare time on my hands, and seeing as I've got a huge interest in astral projection, I thought
that I might as well spend a couple of weeks trying to fully control the OOBE state for a period of time.
The first time I actually had gotten sleep paralysis was back in early 2006. I was terrified. My eyes were closed and I couldn't move my body and all
of a sudden I started vibrating immensely. The noise in my head was extreme; an earthquake had occurred in my head, it had seemed. I snapped out of
this state eventually. I had no idea what I had just epxerienced. It startled me and I couldn't sleep easily for a week or two.
After a while nothing really happened, then the next year or something, one time I went to sleep and I said to myself in my head "Ok. If that intense
vibration happens again, go with it completely, and see what happens". Coincidentally, that night I had experienced that feeling again, but it only
happened for a short period of time. Then, out of nowhere I heard a pop sound and befoe I know it, I'm floating above my sleeping body. I wasn't
startled or anything, in fact, I was quite happy. I didn't know I had it in me to pull off something that I never thought that I could possibly do. I
closed my eyes in my astral state and I saw red. I guess it was like when you have your eyes closed on a sunny day, it looked like that. One thing was
odd, though. My body was glowing white. I don't really know what that was. Maybe it's some sort of different vision we have as astral beings. It
looked pretty cool. I opened my eyes not long after (in my astral state) and I looked around my room. I thought to myself "Wow, I didn't know you
had it in you". After that, I went back into my body. I must have gotten to excited.
I woke up the next morning and thought "Wow, so if I just let those intense vibrations (or what I later realised is called the "gateway effect")
then I can have an astral projection. That's awesome".
I have had one more OOBE since then, and the rest have been me straying away from the "gateway effect", finding that I'd just resume sleeping.
The most touching experience I had was one time I was asleep and I guess it may have been around 8:30am. I was in a dream and I was in a field. The
field was a very light green and in front of me there was a patch of grass that had a fence around it. It was fairly short, so I just stepped over it.
I walked around a bit, and notice that there is a padlock on the fence. I found this a bit strange, but dismissed it and stepped over the fence
again.
I then hear this voice say "I love you" and it was on a continuous loop. I wondered where the source of the sound was coming from. I started looking
around and I came acros what I think I came across I a blue object which I pressed and the voice stopped. At the instant, I slowly floated upwards and
as I was ascending, I look to the ground and some sort of bipedal wolf looked up at me in a puzzled sort of manner.
At that instant I started experiencing the "gateway effect" and I was fluctuating from my astral form and physical form. My astral forms' eyes
opened and I was floating towards my ceiling. All of a sudden, I opened my eyes a quarter of the way open and I was still in my room, but just not
floating like my astral form. My eyes shut close again and I'm still ascending toward my ceiling. Again, I open my eyes a quarter of the way and then
they shut again. I ascend toward the ceiling in my astral body one last time, and then I just resume sleeping. My fear stopped me this time. I wasn't
completely afraid, but kept asking "What if?"
Around 20 minutes later, I'm guessing, I started dreaming again. This time I think I was at some sort of party or something. Everyone was drinking,
and so was I. More partying and stuff occurred and then that scene had faded away. I then find myself in a field and I keep walking. In front of my
was a girl probably my age with a bicycle and whoa, she was seriously one of the best looking females I had seen. Her dress was odd, it was baby blue
and she had a badge on much like the ones mormons wear when they go door-to-door.
Back to her appearance, though, she was gorgeus. She was probably around 6'2", had a great tan, long golden hair and she had eyes that I've
described many times that were a majestically deep blue. Although she was young, her eyes showed that she was wise and all-knowing. It was as if she
was piercing right through me with her eyes. The good thing was that she was benevolent.
Seeing as I was disoriented at the time in my dream, having appeared on a grassy hill among this field, I asked her for directions to somewhere, home
maybe? I'm not too sure myself. She replied with "I'm sorry, but I don't know this area too well, and I cannot help you", or something to that
effect. She said this with a soft smile among her face and I still can't get over how intensely beautful she was. Afterward, my mother ended up
walking up the hill. I wasn't really expecting her to show up, but anyway, she said to me "Congratulations on having the ability to see the dead".
My mother's not dead, by the way, but the scene ended with them both looking at me. The beautiful girl still continued to softly smile and look at
me.
I felt safe. I really felt warm inside. I somewhat concluded that the female was my astral guardian and that she is one person that looks over me. If
that is the case, I'm really thankful. She seems loving and she's very easy on the eye.
In all seriousness, though, it made me feel very at peace, and it reaffirmed my belief that there is an afterlife for all of us. I wonder if I'll
meet that girl again.
Ever since then, though, I have thought about putting my all into trying to fully control my astral projection abilities, and hope that I can
completely harness it. I have fears about it, though, like what I oculd possiby encounter, but I think I this will help me get over it. I guess I just
need to have some faith in myself while trying. I have a lot of time on my hands now, so I thought that I might as well try to endeavour in completely
handling this situation, hopefully so I can actually do stuff in my astral form.
Sorry for the long post, and I'm sory for any typos. This post must have taken me an hour to type. I also think it's bedtime too, being 2:34am. I
think I need sleep. I'll inform you guys of my progress in this thread. Thank you, everone.