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Originally posted by Alexander_Supertramp
Do you feel incomplete because you view yourself as a woman, but you are technically considered a man? I may have misinterpreted that, but if I am wrong, what exactly, if you know that is, do you think causes you to feel this way?
Originally posted by Alexander_Supertramp
The only way you can find happiness is through acceptance as far as I can tell. You can't dwell on the fact that you were born a gender you shouldn't have, you should either accept it as you are or get a sex change.
Originally posted by porschedrifter
To the OP I think you should just wait things out, you may be depressed because of something simple as a chemical imbalance. Before doing something drastic I would at least try some options that a Doctor will give you. There are some medications you can take today that will most likely cure the depression.
Originally posted by JFK Jr
This is the problem I am dealing with. I have an unattainble need. I find that I can't accept it or learn to live with it. And there is no solution for it.
I don't know what to do. This is why my life is suffering and I can't see it ever changing. This is what I am trying to say.
Originally posted by '___'eed
"I used to feel like I wouldn't because I wouldn't want artificial happiness but now I am so desperate I don't even care anymore."
But now you are contemplating artificial parts to feel real happiness...
That's the equivilant of me saying I need a ferrari to feel rich.
Originally posted by JFK Jr
I am considering getting antidepressants. I used to feel like I wouldn't because I wouldn't want artificial happiness but now I am so desperate I don't even care anymore. I just want to feel like living more than I feel like dying. I tend to self-medicate alot with alcohol.
Originally posted by Acidtastic
Also,are you a member of any transgender forums? I'm sure yuo could get a world of support from those places,as there will be people in the same situation as you. (sorry if this is the first thing you did when you get onto the internet,but some people don't look for help this way)
Originally posted by Acidtastic
Have you tried meditaion? Seriously,it might help to peice together who you really are.
Also,are you a member of any transgender forums? I'm sure yuo could get a world of support from those places,as there will be people in the same situation as you. (sorry if this is the first thing you did when you get onto the internet,but some people don't look for help this way)
Originally posted by JFK Jr
I don't feel this need is ever going to go away or be satisfied.