posted on Jan, 17 2014 @ 02:00 AM
Some of you may have read my thread on trouble swallowing, and my paranoia(sp?) or concerns it may have to due with being irradiated here on the West
Coast via Fuku drift.
Anyways I saw a doc on Tuesday and my blood pressure was high despite I'm a vegan on low salt. Anyways, its a known issue with me snce I'm such an
introvert/recluse that when I do go to town or have meetings, appointments I'm a nervous wreck.
Anyway doc suggested not to prescribe me anything for my insomnia since he don't wanna complicate my existing issues of swallowing troubles as well
as the high blood pressure, recommended melatonin. I got it OTC since my lousy insurance doesnt cover rx.
Took it last nite and has a a whole night of nightmares back to backl everytime I was startled and awoke, only to fall asleep into another different
nightmare. Anyways I thought it was just a coincidence but a few hours ago I went to sleep and had like 2 nightmares already, just horrible, the last
was of my mother lying on the same couch where my brother in real life died just back in August months ago, she said her head hurt and just fainted
and we couldnt find a pulse, I awoke to call 911 and I actually didnt realize it was just a dream until I jumped out of bed to grab my phone on the
I'm already forgetting many of the nightmares that were back to back now these past 2 nights, but they involved death, as well as the weirdest one I
do remember was I WAS FEEDING MY FISH TANK AND ALL OF A SUDDEN THE TANK LIT UP LIKE RADIOACTIVE WASTE EVERYTHING AROUND ME WAS GLOWING FOR A SECOND
THEN I HEARD A PIERCING SOUND THAT JUST BLASTED RIGHT THRU ME DISINTEGRATING AND EVERYTHING WENT PITCH DARK and vaporized and as I realized I was
killed, that very moment I jumped up in bed, awake.
I know it's just a nightmare but now part of me is sayin be careful, it might be a premonition I might get shocked to death near water. But the other
half is sort of showing me what is either happening (irradiation) or a 6th sense glimpse into a nuclear blast wiping me if not an entire region. I'm
no psychic though and I do attribute all of this to the melatonin.
I did call much earlier today and asked the office about the nightmares and they confirmed what I already read online, that when u start melatonin
nightmares are common but die off.
Anyone else had experience with melatonin and nightmares? It's just surreal and I have to keep telling myself as soon as I awake from each nightmare,
not to panic cause my heart is racing away until I do tell myself that. Who knows what the next will be like.. until this side effect wares off as
they say it usually does.