reply to post by sled735
But I have to ask why this monitoring from such creatures? Is it really that so few are on this job of trying to ask for, see, all being helped,
freed, progressing. I know there is a kind of balance between, people reaching the next grade, ie, its not just handed on a silver platter, you have
to do the work, understanding, and even though I don't approve in any way of this harsh hijacked system, the end does not justify the means used.
But I still don't mean, no efforts, no growth occurring, people just walk to the next level carrying all the errors of the last one. Of course it
wouldn't work that way. But hijacked is a different story, this is an extreme system. So few are awake and it cannot be for the few. If its not
attainable for the many the school is flawed. So this is not good way to grow, how can you attain "heaven" by so much blood, pain, sickening!!!!!!
The end is not possible using any means/methods you want. You can't take short cuts and throw yourself into warzones.
Warzones should not exist for they harm, and you can't harm.
So, very much in opposition since childhood to this reality yet, we still have work to do no matter what or why this is the way it is.
But it reminds me of a thread I wrote when it seemed I was having an agent write for a long time, and really trying to pull my belief structure down,
instill fear methods. I finally got really frustrated and even said I thought he was an agent, which brought on some warnings that it was dangerous,
that persona's were made real with real photos of childhood, real family architectures and trials being aired. The more truth or real, the more the
color of self or avatar was believable. This is reworded but I was suddenly being warned and even asked how I knew, because I just laugh at that kind
of stuff. Tell them, the coffee's on boys, just sit down, I want to talk to you, Mom has a huge lecture on what it takes to be a real man or woman
with integrity, and no you don't get to work to enslave others. PERIOD!!!
So in the midst of this conversation was telling him, what is going on, basically? Why is it that when you know what I feel, keep expressing, we
can't in the end, agree to disagree. Was trying to help him because he was "suicidal", if 2012 didn't happen, he didn't want to be here. And he
had a darker view of the universe, afterlife. I was pretty boring, consistently saying the way, meditation, asking your soul at night for answers,
reporting for duty, to help, to the Highest Love and Goodness in existene, both Creator/God and even to your own Spirit/Soul. To help! Striving to
find the way. Having faith in Goodness, and trying to help those around you. I'm sure he was yawning! Its my perpetual message.
So, I said, what is it, is it so important to the "system" that even one mind that is free, or won't lower frequency to those ideas is dangerous.
I am paraphrasing for I'm not reading the actual words, but this was what I meant. Is one person a threat to them?
Is it like the base frequency is one level, and in order to bring it down, they must overcome the stray minds of those who will not budge from their
belief in Goodness?
And he said, it was right for me to question his motive. It was most odd.
And so is this why some people get monitored by some big baddies, like dragons, at times? Because of the stubborn persistent refusal to lower
standards to compromising with darkness.?