Originally posted by mwm1331
Sounds to me like another tailor made new age philosophy to make all the misundertood, socially inept, maladjusted, lazy, slacking, no job getting,
whiney, cry baby, cant cut it in the real word loser's to feel special.
Its not me its the world that has the problem.
I didnt get bad grades becuase I was stupid or lazy its because the educational system is broke.
I'm not stuck at a dead end job because I have no skills its because I don't do well in a hierarchical structure.
Losers make excuses winners make things happen
Sadly, that is how many Indigo Children and children with psychological problems are perceived by society. Because society is cold, arrogant,
intolerant and ignorant, and anyone that is different or cannot survive in the system, is branded a loser. What you have just said, is a fine example
of this. I am not surprised that people react like this to Indigo Children or gifted children or any kind of alien, partially because they are
outraged at the mere suggestion that someone is "better" than them in something.
This is reality, where people do not get along, but fight with each other.
I have heard the term loser used over and over again, for people who have mental and learning difficulties, for people who have difficulty
socializing, for people who are not so endowed aesthetically, to even people who enjoy their hobbies. And everytime it makes me laugh, because people
who feel the need to put others down, are not doing it to put others down, but to hide their own inadequacies. Such people are miserable cold, and
honestly, and in every sense, a loser.
When people forget, how similar they are to others, and how their life is no more different than a string of choices, they lose the very essence of
what they are, humans. In fact the further you alienate yourself from others, in your own mighty pride of being superior, the more you are alienating
yourself from who you really are. You create your own personal hells, and burn in your own malice, hate and arrogance.
I know of a begger, he just died recently, he was always smiling and playing his one song on the xylophone on the pavement, and he played so
terribley, and people just walked by him. When he died, hundreds of people came and paid their respects to him and laid flowers. That begger, had
nothing at all, yet the love and respect he got was more than many get. He had the most richest thing in the world, and that was his smile and his
You sound like a very miserable person, and while you may think you have grades(papers) possessions, money, you don't even have close to what that
begger did. It is so ironic, that in many ways, you are more poor than a begger.
An Indigo Child has a choice he can make, and as an Indigo myself, I have made the choice of joining a human created system of captialism, inequality
and corruption and socializing with such people, but everytime I have, I have felt empty and lifeless. This is not an emotion I chose for myself, it
was instinctive, I just couldn't do it. Because I was different, I was different from the age of 2. I have spent some 23 years of my life, trying to
find myself, who I am, and I was almost lead to suicide. This was not because, I was not capable of being succesful in life, I had the options like
everyone else and the intelligence to do it, but it was wrong for me. And contrary to what you said, I do not blame anyone for my choices, because the
first realization an Indigo makes, is that he is alone responsible for his/her reality. Do you know what it feels like to do something that is not
you? It destroys your soul.
You cannot judge me, or any other Indigo Child or basically anyone for that matter. You do not know us, you do not even know yourself. So instead of
spouting such widespread hate and venom for people you do not know, why don't you introspect yourself, and you may just find, what you are accusing
others of, is actually the real you. You cannot understand the complexity of your own life, so don't bother with ours.
I have gone through a lot of trauma in life from as early as a child, and I am not going to spill it out for you here. I am just telling you, life is
to experience and to learn, and we all need to make mistakes to learn what the mistakes are. So let us live, the way we want, and you do the same,
but unfortunately while you can live without us, we can't without you. We have to tolerate and survive in your system, and it kills us inside.
I look at this world today, created by the system you espouse, and what really are you proud of; war, famine, disease, poverty, ignorance or hate?
Forgive me, that I want nothing to do with such a system. I am a free soul, and I am here to learn and experience and grow as a spiritual being, I am
also here to teach people I encounter, true values, my time here is only a heart beat in the universe, and that I shall be and that I shall do, and no
one can deny me my god given rights. Not you, not society, not the government, not your pathetic system.
[edit on 20-11-2004 by Indigo_Child]