posted on Sep, 10 2013 @ 12:24 AM
reply to post by k21968
To love is not selfish - you just want more time with someone you love. I am so incredibly sorry you and she and her family are going through this!
If she has moved into acceptance of this, and is feeling ready for the pain and suffering to end, then it is okay for you to try to accept it too. As
you say "get busy." Connect with her about her wishes and, as you are a faithful friend, help her prepare for her transition, and know that your help
might give her some peace, so that her leaving is gentle and her mind as much at ease as it can be. You don't need to be a superhero, just listen, be
there, help where you can, listen to what she wants and needs from you. And if she wants to attempt an alternative healing route as mentioned by many
worthy members here, you can also support her in that.
You might need to find someone to talk to for yourself at some point - a grief counselor or someone like that. I am only suggesting this because your
friend's life has had such deep meaning to you - it is a major and significant loss to think of her leaving you. Your hurt and grief come from that
deep love and meaning, and you may want someone to help you process that. It is normal to feel all these things. It is normal to need someone to
talk to. It is also normal to be angry that your friend is leaving you and to know that does not make you selfish, it makes you human.
Finally, while you may accept her situation, you can also hold the space for 'whatever will be will be' - in other words, go beside her wherever the
journey leads... That way, should things turn around or get better, you are there, should things go the other way, you are also beside her.
I will keep you and your friend in my thoughts and heart.
Again, I am so sorry for your pain, and the pain of your friend.
peace to you,
AB
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