reply to post by Rapha
I have been diagnosed with audio and Visual hallucinations yes that are chronic they never stop
I feel I can read peoples motives as well most of the time and see auras
At a very young age I was doing stereo grams and attempting to massage my pineal gland
Listen to this
while doing stereo grams and going "NNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNMGNNNNNNNN" into the center of your brain.
The reason for the nngnnn..ect is to send a vibration to that part of your brain to massage the gland to almost jump start it.
This is a pretty quite route to the universal mind and God head
another route that I don't really suggest is entheo-gens I have not done them myself and feel I don't need to as I already hallucinate constantly
I lucid dream every night.
I have deja vu very often
and make people angry by being polite
I have not been contacted by any organization I have actually been barred from working in my country and seeing psychiatrists any longer because I
scared them and my government does not want me snapping in the work place and hurting people.
Believe it or not my "prescription" is video games and staying indoors.
I hear voices all the time I have reason to believe I am being watched by an entity in a higher dimensional plane as they have stated this to me
and sent me images of themselves that I was compelled to draw
on a more sober note God appeared next to me eating nachos and said that the human race is all aspects of the whole experiencing itself subjectively
almost word for word what bill hicks the late prophet stated but without making a noise.
I have seen orbs and what would be tantamount to shadow people
old hag sleeping thingy
I have seen creatures of shadow and creatures of iridescent light
I have witnessed the singularity that was touched by the particle that lit the fuse of the big bang
I have seen the beginning and the end
Some times when im alone I want to scream I am the alpha and omega but someone might hear me
and a message etched into my brain is that gross displays of power are out of the question.
it is safe to say I do not feel I belong among any of you.
PS : any time I post anywhere else but ATS im yelled and screamed at , I just tried to post www.youtube.com...
onto the Chan and other places and was banned from all of them.
I feel like I am fighting the good fight some how just by being rebellious and questioning authority who gave these people the power and what checks
and balances are there if any anymore ?
PSS : Watch The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus it is basically the movie in which the Illuminati reveals their existence to the world in an
esoteric symbolic fashion.
This was the Movie Heath Ledger died filming from a cocktail of prescription drugs no sane doctor would have given anyone in combination let alone ALL
OF THEM AT THE SAME TIME.
And his death was "Accidental"
edit on 26-8-2013 by Gestas because: Seriously 1% elites just hire me already I could be Jesus or Satan ?!
I have scared away everyone my first interview with a psychiatrist was at the age of 12 I made them cry and quit their job at the school I was
attending by stating what their afterlife would be like.
later on about 10 years I see my first psychiatrist since He also left his job after the first interview I was meant to see him for a follow up
appointment but the Nurse told me he quit after I left the interview and told her to tell me not to try and contact him or find him and it might be
best if I just end my life and see what happens I could bring about the rapture where his words.
edit on 26-8-2013 by Gestas because: wtf
Indeed sometimes I feel I am the only sane one.
edit on 26-8-2013 by Gestas because: sigh everyone please stop fleeing from me