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Originally posted by 1loserel2
reply to post by olaru12
Congrats on your change, for the better. Good for you that you were able to conquer it.
My friends husband had problems with alcohol. Black out binge drinker, but when sober he would give you the shirt off his back, if he thought it would help you. You couldn't convince him he had a problem. He died 10 years ago, she's from the old school never divorced but had considered it. He was a charmer when sober.
Here's hoping you have had a Merry Christmas and a Happy new year. Sure hope 2013 is better.
Originally posted by CitizenJack
Bottoms UP
Originally posted by antar
reply to post by neformore
OH Nef, it is with the greatest sadness that I say my beloved Grandfather of 97 1/2 years passed tonight shortly before 7pm. I am just too sad to talk about it right now and really have no idea why I am even here tonight. I am truly alone.
eadit to say that he died here at home, warm and peaceful in his bed, while listening to Andy Williams Christmas special he had me record a couple weeks ago from PBS.edit on 25-12-2012 by antar because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by antar
reply to post by neformore
OH Nef, it is with the greatest sadness that I say my beloved Grandfather of 97 1/2 years passed tonight shortly before 7pm. I am just too sad to talk about it right now and really have no idea why I am even here tonight. I am truly alone.
eadit to say that he died here at home, warm and peaceful in his bed, while listening to Andy Williams Christmas special he had me record a couple weeks ago from PBS.edit on 25-12-2012 by antar because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by BubbaJoe
Originally posted by CitizenJack
Bottoms UP
While not announcing it, I joined you. Cheers my friends.
Originally posted by mattdel
Thanks for the sentiment.
I am alone this year, as well as the foreseeable years ahead. I don't choose to be, but life hasn't seen fit to bless me with the things I want most, like a family or real friends. I've spent the better part of 2 hours today wallowing in self pity and tears, and I plan to recommence that activity once my ass starts to hurt from this chair. No need to pity me though, I do enough. 29 years of isolation from anything resembling a connection with another human has given me a very cynical view of the world, but for some reason the holidays make me weep because I can actually feel the love in the air, and I know none of it is for me.
edit on 24-12-2012 by mattdel because: (no reason given)