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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 06:39 AM
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Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha

Originally posted by InnerTruths
My nightmares tended to have this "end of the world" sense to it. I was always alone and everything was burning and gone. The sky was on fire as well. No more animals, just me and aliens.



Dreams are fascinating--but I think that's all they are. They may get us thinking about things here and there...give us something to think about. But, I believe there is very little, if any at all, spiritual wisdom to be gained from dreams.

I once spoke with a Sidhi master. He told me quite bluntly that dreams are dreams and have no special meaning in our spiritual journey. This is quite a bold statement to make, but I tend to agree with him. But, who am I to say? What do I know about it? Not much, I confess.


I'm sorry, but I must disagree with you on thinking "dreams" don't mean anything. I hope you won't mind me posting this dream by one of the people on my thread. I did an analysis for him because he didn't have a clue what it meant.
My analysis is below his dream. Sorry to take up so much space. But, dreams are VERY important. You just have to know what the message is. This dream is about Purgatory...


The Dream:
I was standing on a dirt path and there were walls all around. The place felt very much like a labyrinth. There was no roof, just an evening sky when transitioning between daylight and nightfall. The temperature was mild, not cold and not hot. Just very neutral. The walls and structures were a brownish off white, as though they were covered with dirt that floats in the air that then settles on the structures. Everything was a mix between being brand new and in ruins, it all just seemed some what "worn in" and most of the walls were linked together by archways that led to different areas. I again had my escort with me, it was similar to the one in the heaven dream as it had no sexual orientation. It gave me a small green orb which I then carried with me as I walked around. We went down the path a little bit, passing by various paths some of which had broken archways over them. Down the path, not too far from where we started, there was an opening in the wall to my left under an archway that a longer path than any other I had seen previously extended from. There was fountain at the end of the path which was what convinced to me to that way down that path. Now, laying everywhere on the ground, excluding the original path, there were people propped up against each other and leaning on the walls. It was clear as to how old everyone was and their sex. However, everyone was pure white, including their clothes. They possessed no color what so ever.

We walked up to the fountain, which was not operational and contained no water, and then looked around the area at all of the people. There was a man sitting on the ground leaning on the fountain. My escort told me to give him the orb to know who he is. So upon this instruction I bent down and held the orb in front of the man not really having idea of what to do. The orb then floated into the man's chest and I had vision that consisted of that man's life and why he was there. When the vision ended the orb left his chest and came back into my hand. I thought, "Wow that was awesome, let's do some more!" My escorted laughed and held up its hand as though to convey for me to continue.

I looked around and surveyed the area. All around the fountain were rooms missing the walls facing the pathway and fountain, all of them had a roof. In all these rooms, were multiples of people just laying around. Off to the right of the fountain in a large, dark room I felt a very strong presence so I went to investigate. There was a.... grim reaper type of entity standing in the corner holding a sword and shield(just a side note, there were several of these "grim reapers" randomly spaced out all over the place that seemed to just be keeping watch). My escort told me to not be concerned with them as they were "on duty", given my military training I understand this fully and know not to disturb them. In this room, as with all the others, the ground is covered in hay(not sure if this is meaningful). There was a certain man leaning against the wall that I was interested in so I walked over and placed the orb in his chest. He was a bad man. A murderer and thief of all sorts. I was not pleased with him and was glad he was stuck there. I left the room in disgust and walked to the area behind the fountain.

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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 06:40 AM
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There was a woman on the ground that I felt pity for, but was not sure why. After placing the orb in her chest I saw that she was married to an "unlovable" man. He was simply, just not a good husband. She left him and ran off with her lover in the middle of the night to escape her life and start a new. They both died on a boat before they reached where ever they were trying to escape to. I felt very sad for her and wanted to help so I took her by the hand and she became animated. She was instantly crying and thanking me at the same time for helping her. We took about three steps in looking for the way out of there before we were rushed by two guards who then took her back to her resting place. My guide try to tell me that we were not there to help these people as they have already made their choices. I was very sad that I could not help this woman as I feel it was well with in her rights to do what she did. My escort then put its arm around me as we walked and said that this was all for now and that now we should leave. I then awoke..... still sad for woman.

My Analysis:

The dirt path is representative of situations where people have been less than honorable and may have acted in a devious manner. The walls having no roofs symbolizes there is no barrier between the consciousness, mentality, and beliefs of the people here.
The sky transitioning between daylight and night fall indicates this place is like a “twilight zone” where souls go to contemplate on the bad choices they made during their lifetime. The labyrinth indicates their desire to get to the center of their problem during contemplation. It also means they many feel lost with no way out.

The souls in this place are confronted by limitations, obstacles, and boundaries obstructing their progress (dirty walls). The dirty walls and structures in this place are symbolic of the “dirty souls” who have contaminated it.
Although the walls signify limitations, obstacles, and boundaries, they are connected together by archways which represent new areas of opportunity. If the soul realizes its errors during contemplation, they may possibly be able to move into one of the other rooms leading to the fountain (which represents Jesus). Each room seems to represent different levels of sin. Archways also represent our support system, which are God and his angels.

Your guide handed you a green orb. Orbs symbolize truth, and a sudden understanding or realization. The color of green corresponds with the heart chakra. The heart governs passion, love, and healing.
You held the orb in front of a man and it entered the man’s chest (looked into his heart), and gave you the realization of his life and why he was there.

The broken archways you saw when you started walking down the path symbolize the support system (God and angels) have broken away in these areas.

You came upon a wall that had an opening. This symbolizes an escape from the boundaries, limitations, and obstacles that leads down this long path. The path had a water fountain at the end, but had no water. Jesus is called “the fountain of the living waters”, or “the fountain of life”. This fountain represents Jesus, but had nothing to offer the people here to “quench their thirst for knowledge”. They had to help themselves through deep contemplation on their life.

You noticed people sitting on the ground, and leaning on the walls. They were pure white. This seems to indicate souls who recognized the error of their ways during contemplation in the other rooms. They purified their souls from sin, indicated by the color of white. Now they wait for “judgment day”.

The rooms around the fountain had no walls (barriers) to the fountain, but they had a roof, which is a barrier sheltering their consciousness and beliefs. The people here will have to break through their current belief system before they can free themselves of sin.

One of the rooms was dark with what you called “grim reaper” type beings standing guard, although they weren’t actually grim reapers. Their sword and shield represent strength and authority and physical protection from the bad souls escaping.
The hay on the ground represents the necessity of hard work to get their souls cleansed. This room is occupied with souls who have sinned on a much darker scale. You left this room in disgust, and entered another room behind the fountain.

You took pity on a woman in this room and tried to help her, but your guide told you that you couldn’t because she had already made her choice (during her life on earth). She must realize her mistakes through soul-contemplation on her own so she can grow in spiritual wisdom, without anyone’s help.

Your guide then tells you it is time to go. He sends your spirit back to your body and you wake up.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:19 AM
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Of course I don't mind. There are other posters like BlueMule who hold dreams in high praise as well. And I've been waiting to hear his/her take on my experiences since he seems to be quite knowledgeable about dreams.

I have a very large catalog of profound dreams and I spend much of my time thinking about them. Many of my discussions with friends revolve around telling each other our dreams. I have even had a few dreams that seemed to be precognitive of future events. But in the end, I feel that all one can do is continue to think about them without ever really knowing with %100 certainty what its meaning and message were.

When I say dreams don't matter--What I really mean to say is that they don't give us spiritual wisdom and advancement. I am always willing to change my views if something convinces me otherwise. I don't write my rules in stone.

Having said that, I'm going to examine your posts on the dream and the analysis.
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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:27 AM
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Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha

Originally posted by LightAssassin


The theory I subscribe to is these things are both alien and inter-dimensional because space travel will be conquered when we can travel inter/extra-dimensionally for on the other side of the veil time does not exist.


I hope this has helped you to feel a bit better about it all.



I tend to agree with your theory on long-distance travel. I surmise that the answer lies in the power of thought and consciousness as well. I believe there is going to be a quickening point when our potential to utilize thought and consciousness as a tool will surpass technological/mechanical means. I am just a dreamer though


Writing my OP, getting so many positive responses and results, and replying to peoples' questions have been very helpful for me. It certainly lifted a great weight from my shoulders. Thanks goes to everybody for that.

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Long-distance travel? How about time travel? Our government has been doing it for years! I think I may have posted this video already... don't remember. But, if I did, it is so far back everyone probably missed it.
This video is fascinating!
David Wilcock is blowing the whistle on what the government has been up to for the last 40 years. I hope everyone will watch it. IT IS AWESOME!



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:42 AM
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You have an amazing attention to detail in your analysis. I admire that. But it is that kind of itemization of every little thing that starts to bug me: the arches, the colors, the fountain, the sky, the walls, the dirt etc. etc. It just makes it seem all so contrived. I'm not saying it isn't true..your interpretation is very good and makes way more sense of it than I ever could. Maybe you're right and I just don't know how to get the full message to appreciate dreams more.

After all, I write poetry and one must take consideration of every object, every feeling, every word to make that poem work. I even find myself having serious debates on whether I should use a comma, a period, or a line break etc. If I can do this with my poetry, maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad to use this eye for subtle details in my dreams. I will pay more attention next time with my dreams


Interesting dream and analysis you shared..and the dream reminds me of reading Dannion Brinkley's story. Pretty cool.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:46 AM
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I haven't made up my mind about David Wilcock. My mom loves the guy. I am skeptical. He has a lot of interesting things to say--I can't argue with that.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:47 AM
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Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha
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Of course I don't mind. There are other posters like BlueMule who hold dreams in high praise as well. And I've been waiting to hear his/her take on my experiences since he seems to be quite knowledgeable about dreams.

I have a very large catalog of profound dreams and I spend much of my time thinking about them. Many of my discussions with friends revolve around telling each other our dreams. I have even had a few dreams that seemed to be precognitive of future events. But in the end, I feel that all one can do is continue to think about them without ever really knowing with %100 certainty what its meaning and message were.

When I say dreams don't matter--What I really mean to say is that they don't give us spiritual wisdom and advancement. I am always willing to change my views if something convinces me otherwise. I don't write my rules in stone.

Having said that, I'm going to examine your posts on the dream and the analysis.
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Do you have your dreams posted here in the thread? If so, I missed them. This thread has grown soooooo fast, it is hard to keep up with all the posts. (CONGRATULATIONS!)

I would also be interested in reading your dreams, if you know what page they are on? Doing correct analysis involves sharing EVERYTHING you can remember from the dream. Example, the dreamer above told about the walls being dirty. That had a specific meaning in the dream. Everything means something. The more you share, the better the analysis.
I interpreted that dream with a "christian" analysis because the person is a christian, and the dream has to have meaning for the dreamer.

If I read your dreams, and see meaning, I'll be happy to do an analysis for you... if you want?



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 07:59 AM
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Do you have your dreams posted here in the thread? If so, I missed them. This thread has grown soooooo fast, it is hard to keep up with all the posts. (CONGRATULATIONS!)


I mentioned a few dreams, yes...but did not include much detail, just the basic gist of it. As presented in previous posts, there is not enough detail to really analyze them. I do agree that symbols have important meanings. But it is up to an individual to decide what symbols mean to them. No one else can do that. We learn symbols differently, in different contexts, and associate them with different feelings.

For example, take the swastika. It is a symbol found in much of the ancient world including Native American and Hindu motifs (and many more). It was a symbol of peace and prosperity.

Just look at what one man did to that symbol. It now means something entirely different to a lot of people...and yet, it is the same symbol.

Yes, the thread has grown very quick beyond my expectations. Not to worry, I just got turned down on a job interview
so it looks like I'll have a little more time to pay attention to the thread. I was overqualified and they couldn't find a spot for me. Give me a break!
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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 08:05 AM
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Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha



Do you have your dreams posted here in the thread? If so, I missed them. This thread has grown soooooo fast, it is hard to keep up with all the posts. (CONGRATULATIONS!)


I mentioned a few dreams, yes...but did not include much detail, just the basic gist of it. As presented in previous posts, there is not enough detail to really analyze them. I do agree that symbols have important meanings. But it is up to an individual to decide what symbols mean to them. No one else can do that. We learn symbols differently, in different contexts, and associate them with different feelings.

For example, take the swastika. It is a symbol found in much of the ancient world including Native American and Hindu motifs (and many more). It was a symbol of peace and prosperity.

Just look at what one man did to that symbol. It now means something entirely different to a lot of people...and yet, it is the same symbol.

Yes, the thread has grown very quick beyond my expectations. Not to worry, I just got turned down on a job interview
so it looks like I'll have a little more time to pay attention to the thread.
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If you were turned down it is because that is NOT where your path is suppose to be. Ask your guide(s) for help in finding the right job. Who knows, maybe this thread will get the attention of someone in Hollywood, and you'll be famous! Think Big! Our thoughts attract our results.

Good luck on your path. Don't be depressed. It just wasn't where you are supposed to be right now.
I have to go to bed now. I work night shift. Have a good day! Chin up!



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 09:26 AM
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Today i have discover your story, indeed a very interesting reading.
I have some thoughts of my own and experiences that i like to share, first of all the fear in the dark the shades the description about the "safe side" on the bed actually fits many long nights in my childhood years.
Now i am an adult and i have a very "normal" life as any would say, the problem is this deep feeling of something going on around us and me. My friends call this an empathetic ability on some sort of way.
Well i don't want to be an empath or special in this way most of the times cause me problems and nothing more. Day by day 24/7 i have this "know" feeling that is make me tired and depressed like "absorb" my life
energy. Why on your opinion so many people for different cultures, etc. Has those experiences similar to yours mine or others in the thread? Global consignees about what? When? Where?
I don't know if i am making any sense, In any case great thread.

Thanks

D.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 02:59 PM
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I wouldn't fear anything. If you feel afraid you can always assert "you have no power over me" and see self protected in white light or whatever you prefer... 'Alien" I think are concepts of higher self meeting in middle and ending of duality within self. Occultists can not harm you, nor do they do that, at least not the ones I know. Also, tarot can do nothing to you. Just a divination game one does with self. Much of the fear is generated by unknown survival instincts. My biggest suggestion is know thyself, and be gentle on oneself as one gazes in one's own mirror. Easy does it... :0) You are loved and supported through every transition. Peace and One Love.Amita buddha.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 03:12 PM
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Also, Check out Bashar or Maybe Abraham hicks for some good techniques for deprogramming old system controls and upload new system codes for new system. Just suggestion. One love you are not alone.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 05:02 PM
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Originally posted by X5452DT
Why on your opinion so many people for different cultures, etc. Has those experiences similar to yours mine or others in the thread? Global consignees about what? When? Where?



It is my opinion that if so many people, worldwide and cross-culturally, feel like something is going on--then I think our instincts are correct to some degree.

We all feel something is going on--some of us, like me, feel something big looming on the horizon. What it is and what its impact might be on us as a species, I have no idea. This "feeling" I have is simply that. It's just a gut feeling and I have no reason to believe it. It just keeps nagging at me to accept it though.

Believe me, I do not have delusions of grandeur and I try not to get caught up in wishful thinking. But I am human like anyone else and am not immune to these traits. But I think this "delusion of grandeur" can refer to the potential of the entire planet--it is not limited to just one man.

Back to your question of why...I don't know. I feel that the answer may be coming soon...and I don't even entirely believe the Dec 2012 stuff either. I have just always felt like the answer was coming soon. Maybe it's just a carrot on a stick that I put in front of myself to keep me going. Is the carrot so bad?



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 05:03 PM
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Nice story



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 05:05 PM
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Much of the fear is generated by unknown survival instincts. My biggest suggestion is know thyself, and be gentle on oneself as one gazes in one's own mirror.


I agree and have learned exactly this through my experiences. The fear has only one source, ourselves. I also agree that knowing ourselves intimately is the first step to knowing all.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 05:07 PM
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Nice story


Would you care to elaborate? Did any specific details "click" with you or not appeal to you at all? Do you have any experiences you'd like to share? Any questions?

--If even for the sake of not giving limited posts which is against the T&C's, there is still time to edit and add more to your post!

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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 05:47 PM
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Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha


Remember, I do not know if these were actually ETs, spititual beings, or inter-dimensional hobgoblins. I do not claim to be an abductee. I just try to report on these supposed Jungian archetypes. I can't interpret them.


We as species always gave magical properties to things we couldn't explain. Same happens with abduction like scenarios.

My own thoughts, they're as physical as we are, just really more advanced in technological aspects, they can manipulate your body and mind at distance, they can track you down whenever you are, they can sometimes go through solid matter. There are some aspects of this phenomena that points to some sort of hybridization program going on, no matter how ridiculous it sounds,and it seems to be generational. Obviously they need us but don't want to cause massive panic, so they go stealth, always. It's not perfect as we see, since witnesses like you often pop up an reveal some of the things happening. Maybe the encounter you had with the dark being was a mistake, it wasn't supposed to happen, that's why 'it' looked surprised, and then you fainted. Sounds like something didn't work as supposed.

I don't trust them so much about their message, I think they could be lying abductees in order to make them cooperate. I just don't know, their methods, the way they approach gives me the chills.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 06:40 PM
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Really sad to hear you and your bro, the one who looked after you so much when you were kids, is now not really on speaking terms. All the sadder since he is your only sibling (as far as I can gather). I hope the day comes in the not too distant future where you can both put your differences behind you and become friends again ((((many hugs))).


Hey, I just wanted to let you know that your post stuck with me the last few days. I just called up my brother and left him a message..nothing big..just told him that I love him and hope he's doing okay. You are right, he is my only sibling.

I'm not trying to suss out information from him or anything. Just wanted to let him know I miss my big brother.

Thanks for the encouragement

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posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 08:05 PM
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I'm not sure if I believe in aliens. I don't really believe in organized religion. I do however believe in a connection to the divine through the spirit inside all of us. Me and my brother have had similar experiences, though I have never seen a grey or anything that resembled a human.

I'll start with encounters my brother had and then lead up to mine seeing as that's the order things happened. Back when me and my brother were kids, I remember waking up one morning to my brother screaming and freaking out. He claimed he had been falling in his sleep and when he awoke he fell 5ft or so and landed on his bed. As time went on he began to claim he would awake in the night to see dark shadows watching him. One of our childhood friends at the time was reading into luciferianism, he thought it was cool. One day my brother and his friend decided to participate in trying to communicate with the spirits of darkness. They were successful, but it went beyond anything they ever wanted. The house where this all took place, his friends house, became haunted. His friend would wake up in the morning with bloody scars, doors would slam, screams would occur in the night, objects were thrown around the house at different times throughout the day. It became so bad my brothers friends parents brought in the catholic church to exorcize the house. It was all too much for them and shortly after the exorcism they moved away. After all this happened my brother confided in me that he believed he was the antichrist and that all evil in this world was his doing and that was the last time my brother ever told me of his encounters. If he has had any more encounters since he was a boy I do not know.

I never hated my brother for all the evil I later witnessed him do and he never hated me for all the good I would do in direct opposition to him. I always felt that I was the opposite of my brother. That I was sent to this world to counter him. To provide balance.

I also however have had encounters I can't explain. Around the age of fifteen, the same age my brother was when he started having visions, I began to have them too. I awoke one night to see the same shadowy apparition above my bed staring back at me. I tightly closed my eyes frozen in terror. When I recovered my courage I opened my eyes again to see it was gone. After that I couldn't sleep and I didn't want to be in my room anymore so I stayed up all night in the living room. I continued to have similar visions of shadows, hell, and a red skied version of our world devoid of people, but they never frightened me as much as the first time. Eventually it all stopped. Then one day around the age of 20 me and my best friend were up in the middle of the night watching TV in the living room when a single spec of light appeared to us. It was as small as a pen tip but illuminated and slowly floating. Me and my friend both tried to grab the light but as we waved are hands to grab it. They passed right through the object as if it didn't exist. We followed the light to the bedroom where I slept and above my pillow I attempted to grab it again this time though I used both hands and as I touched it. It instantly disappeared. We were both shocked. We had both seen the same event that couldn't have possibly happened, but it did. This freaked us both out. He then began to tell me of similar encounters he couldn't explain that had happened to him and I did the same. Somehow I had found someone that was more like me then I could of ever guessed. A few months later me and him were outside his house when we saw an object in the sky. It was circular, it was hovering and slowly moving forward in a straight line tip down ass up like a helicopter as if to survey the land. The bottom side of it was slightly illuminated as if it had a light shinning up on it. I could make out a black metal object that was covered with tons of rigids. I attempted to draw what I saw but could never recreate the ridges. We live near an AFB so I'm still not sure if it was a helicopter or what but as it flew over us and disappeared in the distance it never made a sound. Usually you would hear thrust or chopping of blades but it was absolute eerie silence. From that day forward I have had sleep paralysis multiple times a week and every time when I finally gain control of my limbs I'm freaked out, burning hot, soaked in sweat and give up on sleep for the night. Its gotten to the point where I lock my door and sleep with a gun just in case some kind of abduction is happening and some how I wake up with a fighting chance.

The most recent thing that got me thinking back to all this was my brothers wife called scared as hell. She claimed my brother had gone crazy and he was claiming he was Lucifer come to claim this world. She was even more freaked when I told her this was not the first time he claimed this. She put him on the phone but it didn't sound like him and again he told me he was the devil come to take this world.



posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 08:05 PM
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In conclusion what's been happening I'm not sure I'm meant to understand. Maybe one day. Yes I'm sure one day I will know. Possession? Good vs Evil? Turning of the Age? Coincidence? Missunderstanding? I do not Know. It did seem somewhat similar to some of your experiences. I hope you don't find it all irrelovent because I've really never told anyone seeing as I figured no one really cared but your post made me want to tell it anyway.




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