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Originally posted by Blue Shift
Originally posted by smyleegrl
How about spirituality instead of religion?
Actually, I kind of dislike that vague, fluffy term for something that is very poorly defined. What does "spirituality" even mean? That you go around feeling all airy and floaty and superior while subtly putting down old school religious folk? Seems awfully self-centered to me. No thanks.
Originally posted by maes9
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Does God Exist? How do you know?
Originally posted by smyleegrl
I feel I should share a little more info about my personal search.
I mentioned I've been searching for a long time; that's true. I actually got my undergrad degree in theology, studied baptist history and theology at Oxford, even had a couple of papers published. So that's my background, one of theological critique and comparative religions.
The hypocrisy I see with ALL religions is very disheartening. At the same time, religions are of man and everything manmade is inherently flawed.
I believe, without a doubt, that if God exists, he is unknowable by our current understanding.
I used to fear death and the "what next"...had five family members die within a couple of years. It was terrible, especially since I no longer had the comfort of heaven to console me. One day I lost it and spent about five hours in tearful entreaty to....something. Was I talking to myself? To God? To those who'd passed on?
I don't know, but afterwards a great feeling of peace came over me. I can't really describe it; just a sense that things were as they should be. It was a relief, that feeling.
I still feel that way...like there's a purpose to everything and no matter what we go through here, in the end it really will be okay.
I wish I knew why I felt that way.