posted on Nov, 20 2008 @ 07:02 PM
Ok here's what i know. I'm a dude, i'm 22, I'm a christian, and I'm actively psychic. I am a very POOR psychic but i'm psychic none the less. I
feel others emotions, i'm moderatly telepathic, i'm precognitive to a degree but they're events centered around my life. I used to draw runic
symbols when i was bored in math class and i had no idea what they were, but i'd sit there drawing them for 10 to 20 minutes at a time completely
enamored by them. I"ve never been a goth or an emo. I wear t-shirts and jeans. I study psychology, i'm going to school for dental assisting i still
try to lead a normal life. This ESP thing has been out of control over the last few months but the succubus account was last year.
For whatever reason I'm pretty sure that I astral projected one night, when our family dog was over at our house right before she died ->kidney
failure, she was old, anyway. I was consciously aware of myself laying asleep on the couch and a presence in the room; a distinctly female presence. I
didn't see anything, i felt it only. It was very sensual towards me, very friendly, very loving.
It crept up from the foot of the couch and pinned me to the couch. At first i really did figure i was dreaming but there was too much sensation, there
was a physical weight on my body, i could feel the thing moving on top of me and it made me uneasy after about 30 seconds. I didn't want it, and as
soon as i started resisting it became agressive and dominant and it frightened me. And i tried to move and couldn't, and it became violent toward me,
it started attacking me. I tried to scream and couldn't. I finally regained consciousness and i ran upstairs and turned on the lights and woke up my
brother. I was in tears and i'm a male. i couldn't sleep for an hour and i refused to go downstairs the rest of the night.
I told this to a pagan (a very friendly one) this afternoon and she says for sure it was a succubus, and i know she's right.
I am a lucid dreamer. i recognize that i'm dreaming and can control my actions in dreams probably 95% of the time. These things remain out of your
control and in a dream, if you tell them to stop in a sexual encounter they will not listen.
They are seductive, they are domineering. If you resist them they get angry. Literally ask God for help if this happens to you, ask for light to guide
you (the light request i was told by yet another psychic -i'm still learning) Will yourself away from these things and deny them. I've had
encounters since, now and again but now i have a lot more information starting today. They take forms in dreams of friends, and the hardest one for me
to deny is MYSELF. THESE DREAMS ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO WAKE YOURSELF UP FROM- but i'm saying that as a sign to be careful when this happens. You can
fight against these things but they do fight back.
Questions comments please email me, write a post. i'll check back to this thing now and again. I DO NOT know everything but i know more than i used