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Originally posted by michael1983l
I'm going to stick around for this one, I have a feeling I might be on the same wavelength.
Originally posted by rootzgemini
Hey man, trust me I know how you feel PLUS much more. My situation is really really bad I lost a lot of things that I truly love in one day. There is always someone that has it worse than you, that helps me out knowing that.
You should probably try to figure out what is bothering you about your wife and get that straightened out. I by no means am trying to tell you what to do, just suggesting.
Do you meditate at all?
Originally posted by truetoform
reply to post by rigel4
Hey,
I'm not one to ever share how i feel and I internalize almost all of my problems. In the past year the woman I thought I was going to marry left me for another guy after lving together for 5 years. I lost a great paying job. In this same year my last grandparent, an uncle I was very close with, and my father died. I got a DWI and lost my license. My father was dying of cancer and my sister and I took care of him to the end without hiring hospice. To chalk it up I've had the hardest few years of my life. So much like you I found no joy in anything and secluded myself from everyone and everything. But I am telling you this to share with you the realization I came to after shutting myself in. And this is it: Recently I have been bombarded with hugely difficult trials in my life, those things happened, they are over, and I can't change it. What I need to realize though is I am alone and have noone to talk to because my actions made it that way. My actions caused that. I didn't run out to find a new job because I lost hope and faith. Again I must assume I didn't find another job for almost a year because I didn't go out and make it happen. And when I did interview I wasn't my charismatic outgoing normal self. I haven't made aany new friends because like you I thought "What's the use?". Like my grandmother used to say honey attracts more bees than vinegar. If you become sour, expect a sour life. So instead of feeling like lifes victim, I have decided to focus on what I do have, to obtain what I want. Currently I have started a $56,000.00 a yr job.Have made a few new friends, and who knows maybe I'll meet a woman soon. I attribute this progress to a change in the way i think. Remembering to be greatful and optimistic. Instead of bitter and jaded. It is when we feel the weakest that we need to rely on our faith the most. If you never had a bad day, you would never be able to enjoy a hoog one. Instead of getting annoyed at your wife. Be greatful you have support during this difficult time. Before you know it good times wil return. And hopefully you will be more appreciative of them. "Your prayers are always answered, what needs to transpire to allow them to happen is not always ideal."
Chin up soldier. If I can do it, so can you!
Originally posted by g146541
reply to post by rigel4
Go to a bar and become an alcoholic.
You will make plenty of friends and learn to have fun.
You no longer have to worry about losing your job due to alcoholism.
The world is now your oyster!
Best of all, you can soon blame all of your problems on the alcohol.
Originally posted by ValentineWiggin
I am one of the few big supporters of psychiatric medicine around here. I was exactly this way before I found the right medication. It's worth talking to someone about. Good luck
Originally posted by Saint88
My advice is to pick up the Quran and read it, since you have lost your faith in the world and enjoy nothing, you will have nothing to lose from reading it, take it as a challenge from a stranger, read it from the beginning and depending on how you take it, you will either continue on this long melancholy path till your death or your life will change completely and you might find new life once more, the Quran is very refreshing for the soul if but only people knew, it's your choice
Best cure for the soul, listen even if you dont understand.
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edit on 9-3-2012 by Saint88 because: adding something
Originally posted by LightSpeedDriver
reply to post by rigel4
Do you mind me asking if you have ever tried stopping taking those pills? I just wiki'd them and there are side effects but regardless, 10 years on medication sounds to me at least, a very long time. I think the US seems a place where it is easier to get pills from a Doctor than here.