similar thoughts lately because i know that certain drugs can get you to a certain theta state where your mind is capable of all sorts of crazy
stuff... but you can also get there through meditation. You also wind up there in dreams. I don't recommend it per se but still believe that if
people want to put certain things in their own body that they should have the right to do so. If a person is desperate enough to seek the help of
drugs in order to have a vision and they have never had one before, they may likely become confused, misinterpret etc etc... even if some small part
of it was real.
for the record... I fully admit to being slightly stoned while seeing the portal open up in the sky, but how do i explain everyone else seeing it as
well? we were actually just in the process of smoking a joint and I would not say we were anywhere NEAR stoned out of our minds.
the most frightening things have happened to me while fully sober.
Like I said, I have to admit that i have been a smoker for years (not smoking now though... had to quit to rule out some things and save money) so
when you start having visions and experiences you are always faced with the idea (was I just REALLY stoned) so that becomes a problem and often the
first thing people will consider. i think it would be better to seek it in other ways but if you dabble with such things, an odd trip or vision can
lead you on to certain ideas and can certainly give you third eye visions...making you aware of different states of mind (perhaps open it a little)
but i would recommend seeking visions another way so you don't have to second guess whether or not it was natural.
Pot CERTAINLY induces third eye "visions"... but to me they are a lot like daydreams and I'm often thinking about sexing up someone unless I'm
talking to others or something when i am high. this is why i like it. i tend to just get lost in all sorts of sex dreams, but i digress.
months ago i was going through some BS and got really frustrated and depressed and needed very badly to change the way i felt... badly. having no
other thing available to me, i took some big swigs of Robitussin dm. i did this more than once because of how interesting i thought it was even though
it made me dog sick as it contained that other stuff that starts with a G... the expectorant (don't EVER EVER do that anyone, you could literally
puke yourself to death) Like i said, did it more than once and the effects were quite interesting to me until i began having this really odd thing
happen again and again.
it was as if something was LITERALLY telling me to not do it.
i tend to keep it on hand though, not to take like SEVEN of them to have visions or something likely to make me sick or brain damaged, but rather just
take one dose because it is A) a decongestant and B) it is a SSRI.
i do not believe I have clinical depression but things keep happening to me like being thrown out on the street by a so called family member for
something so dumb that HE started... because he's probably being dinged in the head and too dumb to realize it. (very frustrating)
If i start crying, i tend to not be able to stop for hours until my head and sinuses are so swollen that it aches for days and i can't eat anything
because my stomach gets tied up in knots and sometimes i feel like i am being electronically attacked and that there is a big weight pressing down on
me... my back and my chest. i get so depressed about all this crap i am seeing and going through that sometimes i feel it would just be so much easier
if i could muster up the courage to put a bullet through my head and it latched on to me and won't let go.
rather than trying to have a vision, for example...a couple of weeks ago i took a couple (last time) and it makes me feel a little weird but not so
much tripping. it just makes me feel happier for the time being to get me by so i can sort things out gradually without feeling like someone has put a
pipe through my chest and is just draining the life energy right out of me.
i have to ABORT that somehow! it's horrible. it is TOTALLY & COMPLETELY EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL! like something has got ALL of me in a damn vice! but
especially my heart.
to anyone who has ever just ASSUMED people can just snap out of that, they are damn crazy. i have been hurt to the point where i was in a cold sweat
many times and i would take ANY of that over the pain i feel in my heart when someone starts attacking me like that. people can be so SICK and
anyway, as an ssri in small amounts it'll get some crap off your chest. i take it RARELY now cause party time is over. time to get serious! but i
will take it if i have to to keep myself alive and fighting these bastards!
makes me nauseated too so
drug visions and real vision though, they are like night and day... even if some induced visions are real, they are nothing like visions totally
unrelated to substances.