Originally posted by ntech....
i once felt like my head was going to crack under pressure and things got weird all around me and I got up and looked outside because things seemed so
surreal that it was like I was in space.
It sort of reminds me of your experience.
i hear the sounds, the beeps and tones. I try not to pay too much attention because it could be other things but you know... some of them seem so
obviously NOT coincidence paired with other things that are happening, like the beginning of an experience... like you are about to be approached or
Oh let's see... there are a few scattered experiences that remind me kinda of your story.
like dreaming VERY vividly and being grabbed by a small white alien looking guy (who sometimes seems a lot younger than the one I met and think i
might know) I have considered maybe he has a son who also knows me and he wanted to show me something... or maybe he was reverting back to his younger
years... but anyway....after being grabbed like he was hugging me we started spinning very fast and I told him i was getting a little scared and it
stopped... i woke RIGHT up. middle of the night and all... very vivid.
You want to know something REEEEEALLLY weird.
ok, this doesn't really have anything to do with what i was saying before (just thought about it.... so many thoughts to go through) but when things
started unraveling to me in this past year... i can now go to sleep with my back to the door, which was hard for me to do before. I'm much less afraid
of the dark.
I always felt something was there with me and i was often afraid to close my eyes at night... even in my 30s.
Now? not so.
Instead it feels like he is there with me and none of these things bother me at all. It doesn't matter what i have been thinking, watching... even if
i have been afraid or something by some other means, i lay down and close my eyes to perhaps see him as i have done multiple times before. I see his
eyes a lot... brief flashes of his eyes... and these things (the dark etc) don't bother me.
i have seen the one i call Hope, with her greyish complexion and big blue eyes. i have dreamt of her. I have dreamts of one that seems very aloof in
his nature... very white, almost like a robot... very calm. maybe aloof is not the right word... kinda like you don't know if he is going to hug you
or kill you, but it is just that... it's not like he shows aggression. he is very mysterious to me. Not sure if that was HIM when he was younger or
perhaps a relative of his or something... or maybe totally unrelated.
these are just things that sometimes flash before my eyes as they are closed.
i asked awhile back to see Him... fully, you know... his body and all. Because it was kind of making me uncomfortable not being able to remember
COMPLETELY what he looks like.
i had a dream a week or so ago. Someone took me somewhere and i said "Is that Him??!" and i was looking trying to see and from a distance I could see
him sitting on what appeared to be a stone floor...and he had no clothes on and was sitting there doing some things with his arms outstreched...maybe
talking with his hands or doing some telekinesis and well, he is a little thicker through the body then a lot of the pictures online depict. I mean
i'm not saying he is overweight...it's just a detail, you know. I think if he is still around in this world he has gotten a little chunkier.
then as i saw him he turned bright green...was strange but very interesting.
i wonder if they are chameleons.
You see, i get confused because when i met him... he was white...SO white he almost looked like he was glowing. i didn't want to be confused about who
is who, you know. i feel i DESPERATELY need to know these things... but maybe he changes colors. i have considered it was a lot of zinc stick and that
he was protecting his skin in case he got exposed to UV rays or something.
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