A star and flag for the OP for bringing me to more awareness.
At first when skimming ATS and I saw this opening post, just skimmed by the title and laughed, thinking, oh boy another head up the arse thread.
That was about 35 days ago.............but that thread seeded me, made me think on many levels and take inventory of my current life.
Then about two weeks ago I decided to watch a little TV which I very rarely do now days. I probably don't even go into the living room most nights
because I can't normally stand the TV, my husband and son are addicted to.
The movie I picked was The Breakfast Club. It was light, non-violent, silly, something entertaining and an escape from many of the heavy political
and social world events I usually read, trying to figure out WTF is really going on?????
To me the key word is the single phase "compassionate waters" says it all.
Do you want to move on...........escape this box we seem to be trapped in?
Here in, I believe is the key...............but it is not an easy "fix".
You must work through the seven "deadly sins"..........our physical addictions - distractions that remove us from true ascension to the source we came
from.
For they are only obstacles we must over come.....our physicals addictions so to speak.
I've been trying to learn to meditate and at least gone back to prayer.
Prayer is talking with the one source.
Meditation is listening to the one....Listening is harder.
The Source of creation.
Each morning I listen to a video called, The Great Bell Chant (The End of Suffering). I strongly suggest this video because at least for me it has
created an awareness of my soul's mission.
I cannot get this video to load on ATS because the original one is on Vimeo
vimeo.com... -- one that shows the back of the monk's head.
Cutting to the chase: I personally believe in reincarnation and that we are here upon this plain of existence, not to be punished, not demons cast
down but rather like in "The Breakfast Club" movie, we are all here on Earth, in a classroom of learning - called detention. For those souls that
struggle with the "sins" of the following weaknesses:
Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin
from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.
Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.
There is not one person I can think of within my life, that is not struggling with at least one (or more) of the above.
My mission, my soul's desire this time around is to return to "The Source" some call the Godhead.
On a very personal level - I am tired and want to return to "The Source".............but am not "pure" enough, without transgressions and faults to do
so.
The longing within our heats, is the wanting, the essential needing to return to "the source" most call "god" or source.
I pray anyone reading this at least meditates and seriously thinks upon these matters.
In my humble opinion,we are not "demons" we are like in a classroom,and are in need of repeating "classes" or grade levels until we graduate.
I'm tired of this level................I seriously want to return to the source and be done with all the BS.
Love and forgiveness is the answer, everything else is an illusion.
edit on 29-11-2011 by ofhumandescent because: grammar