posted on Sep, 20 2011 @ 05:04 AM
maybe you can really help me with something, that i discovered lately during a tantra exercise. It really puzzled me and i am nearly sure you can tell
me, whether this was a good experience that i should consure up more often or if i am going in the wrong direction, haha, which wouldnt surprise me
what i do is, during orgasm i send the energy up the spine - you need a bit of practice for this and trust to your partner, but its nice. just stop
the breath and think nothing during sex and orgasm... it totally changes your sex life, haha. well, i got a very strange sensation... everything
changed from the inside out. everything felt full of life, very organic, somehow slimy and quite perverse, but not in a bad way. it lasted one ore two
seconds and was gone, leaving me a bit shaking. afterwards, in meditation, i conjured it up and saw my body built from - life. everywhere.
now i'm a bit lazy asking you this, but i simply do: Is this feeling, this glimpse i had the real and natural awareness of my own body? do i need to
come into this state more and more until its natural for me? honestly it feels nearly too natural and lively for me, but maybe i am just comfortable
in my technocratic, anti-natural cleanness state of mind of not feeling the slimy life-force??
Hare Om, thanks for your time, dear, and please take time for my question cause there are not many people i could ask... haha