posted on Aug, 12 2011 @ 03:18 PM
All the list describes me perfectly.
I absolutely hate small talk, some of my friends just cannot understand why I need to be in silence for a while, and for a while I mean 2-5 minutes,
no, they MUST talk about something. It is so frustrating.
I am famous for not answering the phone, and in fact I hate talking on the phone, even though when I was younger I could stay hours on the phone.
I have a job that allows me to spend time thinking.
One of the things I love doing is OBSERVING people. I could stay hours hanging around or looking around just to think about people I see around me,
who they are, how they look like.
I was a very talkative kid, but once I turned 11, I just became totally introverted. When I went to first year of middle school I was very silent.
Also, during my first year of high school I was famous because I almost didn't say a word for 4 months.
I am completely introspective, most of the time I think about how I am inside.
Also, quite everybody that ever knew me told me I was very weird to almost " from another planet ".
I arrived to the point where I understood that my way of understanding the world around me is very different from most people that I know.
I was considered one of the most intelligent, creative, thoughtful people in my high school class.
When I turned 16, I started writing books and from 2006 to 2010 I wrote 7 books.
From the age of 17, though being a man, I take a diary of what I do almost everyday of my life and what I think.
I could remember and pin point every day of my life since I was 17 and know what I did and where I was, by heart.
I enjoy going on holiday and travelling. I recharge my batteries with vacation, observing people and panoramas and searching every kind of information
on the net, and also, doing a shower.
I enjoy astrology and I consider it to be a sort of accurate psychology. I read different horoscopes every single day I can and my personalized
horoscope reads my mind every day. It just seems someone is observing my life and making a horoscope.
I became interested in astrology at the age of 15.
During my teenage years I was always writing, my house is full of block-notes that I still conserve, the oldest dated 2004.
I can easily be friend with most people of every character, but almost no one knows a thing about me.
I don't know how that is possible. I have friends but they don't actually know me. The real me is hidden inside me.
When I come home from work or meetings with people I just lock myself in my room for hours and hours during the evening. I speak very little to my
family, and they make me notice this.
My home is silent enough to make me recharge.
I just think there are few, few people that could actually appreciate me, since when I was 11 and 12 I spent most of the time reading encyclopaedias,
and when I was 16, I used to spend weeks during the summer, translating texts of books and comics from Italian to Holland and something like that.
Also, some people know that I take notice of almost every night dream I have. I study my own dreams since I was 17.
This year I plan to escape to university like I did 2 years ago. I thought that maybe I wouldn't be too tired working in the morning and following
lessons in the afternoon until the end of the year, than shifting to all day university time.
I will know how to recharge in the library next to the university and during taking trains and pullmans for travelling.
If I think about those days when I returned from university in pullman, where no one was talking and I could observe the street outside and maybe
sleep a little bit...I want it back.