Wow this thread elicited some amazing responses. I feel bad about the first post directly after my first reply, with the post after being one of the
most awkwardly antagonizing of this entire thread.
Also, im not going to lie, Frater, that stuff about the Moon, while it has passed through my mind before as i stare through my telescope peering into
Tycho, the mare and otherwise, doesn't sit comfortably with me. Maybe in some dimensional reality it's true, but to be quite honest, existence and
experience isn't totally mechanized like that, and if it is, guess what...not anymore. Be...free - choice within an infinite amount of possibility.
Lots of questions C. I have a feeling regardless of my even visiting here anymore, let alone online at all, that things will continue in a beneficial
direction for all here. You have no idea how hard "Stuff" has tried to cast me into the shadows throughout life, or maybe you do eh?
Fortunately, i am just too - damned - stubborn, to ever give up.
And you know, without the help of my friends both familiar and distant, i wouldn't be here, i was called here, guided here, every step of the way, and
if it had to be daily, then 'twas. Find yourself thinking you're chatting with a lost buddy via phenomenon, to constantly seeing couplets and triplets
of numbers no matter where you look (look up, Bus number 55, look over at the guys shirt, 33, walk down the block, 22, 11, 55, 88, 333, 999, 33) and
what's convenient is somehow the subconscious, time-traversing self knew you were going to look at that thing then, that very moment, so "something"
encourages your mind to begin to have a thought process that is either interrupted appropriately or ends with the culmination or realization of said
specific sequence, and as to what it could mean, well...Numbers, let alone couplets and triplets, are only the event horizon. Deja vu? It's maddening
half the time, despite how much it makes sense and seems to correlate reality WAAAAY too accurately.
I wish i could say it brings tears to my eyes, it doesn't - it brings me nothing but peace of mind to know i am not alone in this. To know that there
are some, what do you call them, angels, help, guides, spirits, good vibes, friends, buddies, homies, lovers, animal buds, parents, brothers, sisters,
cousins, brothers from other mothers, sisters from another, people that really just want everyone to CHILL THE F.....sorry, sometimes my temper gets a
bit amplituded.
Sometimes it's hard to try and explain to people, even your own parents, that you're really not quite insane (although being told be some of the
people you trust most that you are absolutely nuts, or for supposed friends of yours to tell all and any person that may meet you that you're nuts
too, it's hard not to doubt the self).
See for me everyone, it has sure
seemed as if the war has been waged on me for a very long time, i can't explain to you how long, but i can say
this:
To those that fear us, watch it, because the curious and steady flame will only be stomped on so many times before it gets pissed off and with the
help of friends, becomes a furiously brilliant stream of infinitely voluminous light formed to whatever we desire for function.
Responsibility? Extreme would explain it minutely.
Scary? Well when you begin attaching some type of logic (also realizing the logic is just as easily fallible no matter how much it may seem 'right')
to what you have felt since you can remember..."the world is how you perceive it"...."you may focus on, whatever it is you choose to focus on".
I have taken a beating, but knowing there are those that seek freedom and mutual happiness, i want you to know this:
I never doubted myself or the strength of those around me for a second, at times i became incensed, but ultimately i never have nor ever will lose my
faith in all of this and us. A learning experience yes, but through all the scares, the determination of my and all of our will became evidently
clear.
No entity, no spirit, no soul, no thing in any dimensional reality will ever take away this inner strength and respect I have for existence. Be it
nasty and wretched, or beautifully light, infinite works in strange ways, and as the saying goes, "It is all indeed relative." And as the Op stated,
many are just proto-stars about ready to begin fusion. The era of contention is ending.
So in a world where the recent era has been riddled with supposed absolutes, much of which have been terribly fear inducing, we must recall that we
are our own relative masters, co-creating and indeed painting on a canvas that has no bounds.
And no, we are not terrorists, we are cosmic and we are freedom, liberty, and justice.
Carry on dudes and ladies. =)
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