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Originally posted by Big Raging Loner
Anyway what I would like to know is when you have visual hallucinations, how real do they appear to you?
Originally posted by Big Raging Loner
You mentioned shadowy figures, but have you ever experienced something which appeared to be very much a physical reality? As in so convincing you could interact with it through touch?
Originally posted by Paschar0
I see your point when it comes to the ignorance people have for the condition, I think most are just expecting a certain stereotype. From reading your responses, you seem very much in control of your own situation and fairly comfortable with everything, I don't know if I'd call what you have an "illness" as much as simply being different.
Originally posted by Paschar0
Do you find yourself "masking" your normal behavior in public to blend in?
If so, is it something that takes more effort the longer you have to do it?
Have you ever "lost it" publicly?
Originally posted by heyJude
And lol crazy story. Don't take life so seriously would be my advice. Do what thou wilt.
Originally posted by Big Raging Loner
reply to post by heyJude
Thanks for the quick reply. I got to be honest, to me it doesn't sound any less terrifying the more you understand the illness. Takes alot of strength to deal with it!
Originally posted by Big Raging Loner
You also mentioned dream states and the connection to your waking perceptions, so do your hallucinations take otherworldly shapes and forms, or are they easily recognisable to you?
Originally posted by jrnookiemonster
I'd like to thank you for the compliment on my story. The story reflects so much about me and the subject I was interested in, I felt it should provide some entertainment as well as preface to the question I had posed.
Originally posted by jrnookiemonster
I hadn't noticed until now that you finished your response with do as you wilt. I have only heard these words from two of my friends, both have one thing in common, their belief structure. I am excepting of all belief structures and religions, as you've been given the choice. Assuming you understand what I'm talking about. I have to ask... What system of beliefs or religious denomination do you identify with? Please don't feel obligated to respond. It's not my intention to out you or offend you in any way.
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you ever feel that maybe your not the one who's ill, its just nobody else can see or feel the things you do?
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you have any talents that are a direct result of your altered mind like art or poetry?
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you think you maybe drove your mind to become fragmented by constantly searching for answers to big questions?
Originally posted by heyJude
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you ever feel that maybe your not the one who's ill, its just nobody else can see or feel the things you do?
I consider myself ill by society's standards. And yes, nobody can feel, or see the things I do.
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you have any talents that are a direct result of your altered mind like art or poetry?
I'm very good with words, writing, and I consider myself a good artist. And I suppose I can attribute that to my vivid imagination.
Originally posted by KrypticCriminal
Do you think you maybe drove your mind to become fragmented by constantly searching for answers to big questions?
It certainly didn't help my fragile state of mind by constantly exploring the rabbit hole, and spending a lot of time with my head in the clouds.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
This is one of the most interesting threads I've read in a while. And I don't mean to disrespect you and act like this is entertainment for me but it's just very interesting to hear your point of view on things.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
I actually find the way you think very calming. Not sure why. I would say that because you exist in this universe and your mind exists within you, then what you see HAS to be real, it's just that it's real in a way that maybe is just central or local to your individual frequency.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
Because the universe is just waves and frequencies, somehow you can access other parts of reality that we can't. So I guess I would say you then have an expanded reality right?
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
I sometimes go into "myself zones " where I just end up holed up in my basement making music and playing games for a couple weeks without going out. I've always been comfortable being by myself. I find it very relaxing and comforting knowing I can do what I please with nobody or nothing to bother me. I feel I get to learn more about myself this way.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
I just feel bad for you really. Not like super bad because by doing what you do, you actually get to avoid a lot of dumb parts of society..lol
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
1.) Would you be interested in sharing any of your art with us. I love art and pictures and drawing and paintings so I would love to see it just because.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
2.) You said you make music too ? or am I mistaken ? If so, what kind? and how does what you have effect either of these.
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
3.) Do you try and draw/paint things you have hallucinated before ? or is it more like you can create whatever you want and then see it vividly enough to re-create it ?
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
4.) Have you ever tried listening to certain types of music maybe to help your symptoms
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
5.) What is your view on what happens to us when we die ? and what happens after the fact ?
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
6.) About this John Lennon thing.....Would you be comfortable elaborating more on it or is it too personal ?
Originally posted by LucidDreamer85
I'll have more questions later most likely.....
Thank you for being brave enough to share all of this personal information about yourself with us.
Peace