Originally posted by scorpioeagle
Hi there, How did they come to the conclusion that you are indeed suffering from Schizophrenia, what were your symptoms if you don't mind me
If you could elaborate more on the hallucinations you have seen.
I hear voices, like, ghost conversations in other rooms, and I can hear my own thoughts. I hear things, as though they are coming from an outside
If I imagine a song playing in my head, I'll hear whatever my mind comes up with, faster tempo, strange lyrics, weird sounding instruments, etc.
Sometimes songs sound just like the original.
My visual hallucinations are crazy. I see "shadow people", they used to scare the # out of me as a child. I blocked out a lot of memories from that
I also occasionally live in a "shadow world", it's very difficult to describe, but I would describe it as being dissociated from reality. Where
everything is dark, and scary, but also comforting at the same time.
I also see distortions in reality each day. Like, things will bend, stretch, and change color. Textures will change, and things breathe. Basically I
trip balls naturally.
Originally posted by dalan.
What lead to you being diagnosed as schizophrenic?
Do you believe that being schizophrenic is a "disorder" or something else?
Well, I've always been strange, anti-social, introverted, etc. I've always seen and heard things that are "not real".
But I never told anyone about it. Anyways, for the past three years I've had really bad depression and it's only gotten worse. So I decided to see a
doctor and told him pretty much everything.
I don't think it's a "disorder", I think I'm percieving reality with a dreaming mind.
Originally posted by MyPathManifests
Do you hear, see, or experience anything that is "unusual"? Any spiritual visitations? Do you feel more connected to the other side than others around
you? How severe is your "disorder"?
Well, it's pretty severe as far as hallucinations go. But luckily, I'm not paranoid, or violent, or any of the negative things associated with the
Originally posted by avatar01Have you ever tried smoking Salvia Divinorum? It might give you some insight into your mental condition and
possibly cure you. Worked pretty good for me.
I haven't tried Salvia, but I've done other things, like '___', and Shrooms. If anything, psychedelics worsen my symptoms exponentially.
Originally posted by avatar01
Can you hear/feel people's emotions and/or thoughts?
Yep. Me and my girlfriend used to play a game where we would send eachother images, feelings with our minds from 6 hours away. (Srs)
Originally posted by avatar01
Do you experience countless 'coincidences' when talking to people or interacting with people? Like mind-melding?
I don't interact with people often, so, no.
Originally posted by avatar01Do you have vivid and strange dreams?
Mhm. I remember like, at least 5 dreams each night. They are all crazy vivid, and very strange.
I lucid dream as well.
Originally posted by avatar01I do... its all part of being spiritually aware.
That's good to hear. And I agree..
I will answer other questions later!
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