Originally posted by pianopraze
Didn't know opting out was an option... not heard anyone who has had a choice before.
Hi Piano Praze,
We all have the option of opting out of anything, the issue is what is the consequence. One of my brothers had to step up and "buy" my release by
his own subservience as their tool. That is perhaps one of the greatest sacrifices I can imagine, and owe him forever. I was however programmed in
"self-destruct" mode and had up to 3 near fatal accidents per month which I each time miraculously survived to everyone's amazement. I think it
has to do with destiny, as well as turning the training against the trainers. Plus, obviously, I haven't been too actively targeted other than by
indirect means.
Originally posted by pianopraze
Are you a renegade? Does anyone truely ever FULLY slip their programming? How can you know. Even Duncan says he's still being used... as well as
every other MK victim I know.
Not ever fully. Yet sometimes things make you sabotage your own rebelling, this is programmed into you quite deeply. For example, when writing the
above post with the photo comparisons, prior to posting it my fingers moved distinctly onto keyboard keys to remove the post before it got posted -
this is why much of the time I prefer to write longer posts on a text editor which I save repeatedly as I go along. It isn't such a big deal, but it
does show that they don't need to access my keyboard, they simply access my hand movements. Whether this is due to remnants of embedded inhibition
actuators or whether it has to do with remote mind control technology is beyond me.
Also once I was interviewed for a very high position restructuring two companies that were merging. The interviewer asked me to complete a standard
psychological questionnaire which I filled out quite candidly. She looked at it studiously and suddenly got a look of terror and shock and did all
she could to get me out of her office as quickly as possible. What did it say? Maybe she got the impression that Jared Loughner was lurking?!?
Originally posted by pianopraze
You don't loose your mind or shut down... you disassociate..
I was stating that from memory. What you experience when it happens to you is a total loss of control, of consciousness. What other identity
ongoings happen you ignore, they aren't there and you're happy to be rid of the experience of your own life which is utterly unlivable. That is why
I said you lose your mind, not in the colloquial sense but figuratively, as in totally losing it. You let go of any control over yourself or your
experience and shut down. That another identity starts up you don't know, it isn't you, you're "off the hook".
Originally posted by pianopraze
...which creates Dissociative Identity Disorder.. and each "dissociative personality" become an "altar" which is sealed with a Daemon. Each altar
has it's own life and specific purpose. Some are aware of the system some are not. Some are full personalities, some are just used in programming to
keep the victim unaware they are a MK victim in various ways... Spinners, and suicide, and "check yourself into the hospital" and flashers which
bring up the electroshock to cover over memories... and you seem to know more about some of this than me. Survival is the hardest thing according to
most Mk victims. "Why should I be alive when everyone else is dead?" which of course syncs right into so much of the programing. They know
psychology much better than any textbook. Screw freud.. he was a know nothing freak.
That the alter is an ALTAR sealed with a Daemon is interesting, as there has always been an occult aspect to the mind control "cult". Guilt is the
hardest part for those who, at least in their usual identity, have let themselves be pushed into the depths of compromise. I at least consciously,
insofar as I can remember, refused to become a henchman even if that made me a victim, it had to do with my inner nature I guess. Regarding Freud, he
was a freak but probably knew more than he let on, I tend to think he was purposely insincere and assisting the Agenda, thus his foray into
Tavistock.
Originally posted by pianopraze
You are absolutely correct and I thought this and left this out semi-on-purpose from my post but you filled it right in... very showing that you've
been through this or have studied it well. Forgive me if I truly trust no one.
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This is very dangerous information to be spoken of so freely. A fools game for sure.
Caution and reason in times of danger are what gives power to the criminals. While I certainly don't relish the thought any more than my fellow man,
I had to contemplate my death at the hands of kidnappers at age 16. This gives one perspective. It is far different to die now than then, having
lived a good bit longer. Also maybe I am a daredevil and reckless from that "training"? What matters is not when you die, but how you live. I
chose to die rather than kill as a child, yet survived. Now I choose to speak what I believe to be the truth, whatever the cost, and remain here for
the time being. We all have a duty to one another and to humanity which is above our duty to self.
Having had close people involved in the nitty gritty I have also learned that aside from the nastiest of the henchmen, who take pleasure in plotting
and destroying, all are victims in this game. What matters is that the game ends, and not to take revenge. People involved must be offered an out.
Not a free ticket without consequences, not a chance to repeat their errors and harm others, but a chance to change ways, to repent and become free of
the pattern of destruction in which they are themselves trapped. Most disagree with me, but having been so close I think that I happen to understand
the fine line which can be crossed. They crossed it the wrong way, which means that at least some of them if not most can cross it again the right
way.
GS
