reply to post by schuyler
Well, I've thought about this very thing from earliest awareness...here is my intuitive take for what it's worth.
God as Process. Since I believe systems have a raison detre, my theory is that the ultimate, all connecting system, God, aka The Original
Self-Realizing Thought, aka The Giant Battery of Creation, aka The Continuously Creative, hatched us (just as Bible floridly tells us in allegory) as
co-creators and shards/cells that feed this ISness, aka The Giant Battery, by continuously churning, clashing, bashing, harmonizing, annhilating,
sparking, repulsing, attracting, igniting and generally, continously creating REALITY ...ongoing reality creators. Sounds kind of like a millstone
effect, earth is hard stuff, but yields a lot of rich reality fodder to enliven and generate the continuance of the Giant Battery.
Us co-creators kick up energy of every density and dissolution, we slice, dice and flavor it through pain, anguish, delight, fear, hate, love, sublime
connection. There is only one exception to this list imho. I'll get to that in a moment.
Ok, so here is where I really align to the world's belief's systems:
When we create acts of 'cohesion'....ie, BONDING through active acts of sympatico alignment, ie, LOVE, ie, selflessness, God grooves in the
tightness of that dense and streaming pure energy. It is the primo creative stuff. High octane, energizes the tightest, most perfect, white hot core
of God, aka The Continuously Creative. Love, though opportunistically evolved to serve our human survival, is the ultimate creative grade energy.
The gospels call these high acts of purity and love "Glorifying God"....I call it really stoking HIGH, the Giant Battery ---it's all semantics you
know.
Now as to the one dynamic I left out of the list above ( and I KNOW this is a very imperfect theory, many holes exist in it, but just bear with
me)...that dynamic is SELFISHNESS, which in essence is, SEPARATION FROM GOD.
Which ironically is, in essence, impossible actually, but it IS an illusion that can be fostered subjectively by the individual cell. The net result
is personal casting about, eventual misery, and a net neutral/dead-end output of creative energy/reality fabric to the Giant Battery. Not satisfying,
no purpose, existential dread. Walking dead.
Whereas acts of cohension (Love) tighten, bond and strengthen the enlivening energies of the Giant Battery--and thus all the reality that flows from
it.
Conversely, separation from God loosens the reality fabric, dissipates the grid, the connection. Of course what is less than an eyelash to God is an
incalculable vacuum for the soul that attempts to separate and pull away.
But this can only be temporary anyway, permanent separation requires a permanent illusion-- it cannot be REAL. Everything IS God, just the way it is.
But even temporary, it is a hellishness to abide for the individual shard ( I believe forcing the illusion of separation from the source IS probably
what we term Hell, in fact).
So there you have a primitive seed of my intuitive grasp of why we are here....we are reality generators/co-creators feeding the Giant Battery that
must stay charged to "be". It's a divine task.
Sounds slavish, hence your despair...your soul knows the truth and strains for some artificial idea of "freedom". For a unique "self-realization"
beyond God. That's not possible. But it's just a hiccup from your soul, getting too lost in the low vibe earth realm. Release the thought, let go to
God, and your're free.
What you need to embrace is that that your soul made the brave decision to enter this dense, much of the time, agonizing realm as a human being. I've
read esoteric texts--allegedly divinely inspired--that call the decision to incarnate as a human, the bravest act a soul can choose.
Because every soul yearns to tighten closely to the Source, to HOME (God) they understand that the hard contrasts we bear here, and the degree and
quality of energy we are capable of creating, draws us closer to the Source, so we come here and love, fight, grow, endure and energetically evolve.
Eventually we may not choose more journeys to lower vibe realms/dimensions to school ourselves and kick up the gritty reality fuel----once
illuminated, we have choice for a final cohesion in the core of God I believe.
God is The Thought, The Realization, The Continously Creative.
We both serve God and are God.