My mother one time visited a medium woman and she told my mom that we had both pass lifes(i wasnt there when she spoke to her)
she said she was a farmer in a past life.. i dont remember what she told my mother about what i was..
and that she had a young soul but mine was old..
(i beleive some people are really gifted by some divine powers to see past lifes of other souls)
i didnt understand that right away but now i do
she was right ... i love my mom but she clearly have a younger soul than mine
even my father.. i can literaly sense their young souls and in many others too
i can also feel good/bad auras in peoples ... (but cant see them)
i do not consider myself to have gifted powers of course .. anyone can develop those special habilities and other special skills
I wish i could remember some past lifes like many other have stated even here in some ATS threads...

I beleive each time we reincarnate ourself in another body
all the memories are wiped out ... but sometime ..some people with maybe some divine help or those gifted ones
can recover those memories...
maybe the story of Airl(from the document interview about the alien survivor that crashed in 1947)
telling about a mysterious alien machine hiding on earth somewhere from the old empire that catch souls(the white tunnel)
to wipe all the previous memories of the soul and resend it to earth...might be true ?!?!?
that earth is like a prison for old and young souls coming from many place in the univers
i cant confirm any of this but it would explain many things and the diversity we have on earth ..
we need to continu to question everything since for now they are only speculations.


While living in this present life we need to do good things...
i would prefer to live a good respectfull/proud/humble life then be ashame of my soul forever in the afterlife
because of bad mistakes i have made of not be strong enought to fight the darkside
we all need to be carefull or our soul can be doomed because of one ugly mistake/sin ...
we need to take this life like a test
you pass or you fail...its simple
we need to start improving our values in this life already filled with hate
we need to show the good path to others ...the young soul need all the help they can get
respect everyone ... no jalousy... no hate ... no fear..no greed
dont fall to the dark side.. dont underestimate it ... but
clearly it have underestimated the good side..

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My mother is a nurse and my father is a doctor(my parent divorced when i was 4 so hes not really my father lets say half father )
they are almost 60 now... even if they have helped many peoples in hospital
there is many stuff they should understand like me but they dont ... maybe with this enlightment age coming in 2012 .. they will ??
im putting all my hope in this new coming age .. it need to happen or we are really doomed
im currently in vacation .. (NC - Outer Banks) Familly trip .. its been 15 yrs i didnt go to the beach lol
my parent go to vacation each years...but thats their choice ... spending money on vacations is not in my priority list
(i have a feeling it will be my last beach trip .. thats why i said ok i will.. dont know why its only a feeling i had)

All the shops here have big cages facing the hot sun..(its like 110 F here)
with living crabs inside their painted cute shells so kids can buy them with a little 15$ plastic cages
labelled on the side saying ... LUXURY CRAB HOTEL ... WTF... its a prison of death..
half of them were already dead ... would i be labelled a nutjob/badguy/lunatic if i go steal the crabs to release them all in the sea
where the belongs(Probably.. but i wanted to do it ..i would be of course arrested for doing this good action)
people today prefer to make maximum $$$ profit..they dont care about those silly living creatures.. if they die or not
simply disgusting... i have told my opinion to my familly and they clearly didnt understand why i cared about those silly crabs :S
i prefer to be far from a normal person than thinking its okay to cage living creature for profit like this
until they die or being sold to kids and die soon after..
just beside them .. a big box of dead balloon fish with plastic jingling eyes glued on their dead eyes
with cute hats on them..(5$ each) ... disgusting again
but its normal for normal peoples ... im not normal and proud to be again
billions of living creature are living and dying in cage like this
or before they are killed to feed the 6 billions peoples
at least they should have a happy none-stressfull life before they go see the butcher or being sold like toys..

I cant kill living things .. even insect i usualy toss them outside
but i have killed many spiders in my room intentionaly lol
im not perfect..i know... nobody is perfect ...
i love having a few beers sometime...
i smoke too ..and sometime i say badwords ... i .... you know the rest ahah
its my human body that make me do those silly things
its the nature of the human body...
but you can control your body and your mind with the soul... things like smoking dont harm anyone
so why stoping it if i like smoking ...its a sin yes but a very little one
i wont go to hell for this lol...

Im not a materialistic person ... my brother is like that but i love him anyway of course
if i was very rich i would not go buy a big hummer with a big house
or do party all the time ... personally i prefer to relax than going out to go spend money on silly things..

This quote is so true..peoples need to realise that :

**Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back
and realize they were the big things.
- Robert Brault**

i saw a wood plate with this quote painted on it .. i wanted to buy it but it was 47$ ...


If i was rich i would give money to others in the need..
(giving and helping others is the best feeling of all...it make you feel alive more then ever)
even a simple smile to someone when you walk in the street
can acheive many good results ..its better than a finger or a angry smile and judging eyes..
i would like to acheive so much more ... but we are locked up .. jobs ..
so we can pay our wonderfull expensive impot/taxes...and electricity to the Gov and the big corp ..
we all have many responsabilities..
we cant really afford to help everyone and all the living creatures...we cant save them all..
2012 will change all of that ..


The best advices i can give.. until 2012 comes
dont fear death..
enjoy the little things
respect the nature... and other peoples.. dont be shy.. talk to people around you with a positive attitude
even if they look angry...dont be afraid to give them a kind smile when somebody is looking at you
consider yourself to be egual to anyone from any nationality.. from any religion
dont wait for the enlightment/ascension .. it will come when it will come
and live your life day by day..with humbleness
be positive... reject the negative
we have to be at peace with ourselfs...

Peace to all
Love you all
Good transition to all

Ben81

[edit on 8/20/2010 by Ben81]

You are not alone in what you believe. The last few years have been very eye opening for me. I see the horrors of man on this planet, and the thing we as humans are capable of doing to eachother. In my deepest soul, I cant imagine why or how someone is capable of doing these things.

As of late, my family and I are spending more time in nature. Conecting with the earth and the creatures in it. My son who is 10, I feel is an old soul. Sometime we engage in normal father son conversations, other times I feel as if I'm talking to some wise man from afar. The things he says sometimes amaze me. I feel we are on the right path, but we are constantly being tested. Sometimes I have to pull back and see what really matters.

Working in the paranormal field, i find things are changing. For the last year or so activity has picked up, and thing I never believed in like Elementials, are showing thenselves more. Things are ramping up, and the day will soon be here.

I suspect Edgar Cayce described the situation well.
There are two strains running through the situation.
One, the Sons of Belial, thought man was just there for their use materially and sexually,
The others, The followers of the Law Of One, thought man should be guided to enlightenment.
these would also be described as the fallen.
Their bloodlines are the basis of the devine right of kings who claim descendanty from heaven.
One group regards man with utter contempt,
and one group regards man with reverence and love..
Pretty much the same as dog haters and dog lovers.
Its an inside Joke not an accident that Dog is God spelled backwards.
One bunch believes all dogs go to heaven.
The other group drowns beagles puppies because they run backwards down the deer track (opposite direction to the deer).

Hopefully we are coming to an end of their influence on mankind...
and their manipulation of DNA which trapped our spirits here.
The Algonquin tribes and others have prophesies that indicate the time is coming...
But the fever will have to break first and that may not be a pretty sight.


edit
forgot sandf
you are never boring, I'll give you that
hehheh


pS don't run, bees can fly faster...
stay calm and hide

[edit on 20-8-2010 by Danbones]

[edit on 20-8-2010 by Danbones]

Originally posted by Ben81
i have read many insane speculations (prediction scenarios)
from many places and from many ATS threads
90% of them are totally wrong...

Yep, and this thread is one more to add to the list.