posted on Jul, 29 2010 @ 08:56 AM
Ok so you live in a matrix where the truth conceals the truth.
But the thing is, that truth is used as a weapon against you - I do not believe for one second that, if there was a real evil agenda going on for the
world that any of it would be remotely revealed is masonic conspiracies, knights templar, illuminati, rockafellar etc.... The guy told you his plans.
Now why would he do that?
or perhaps we could chase our tails so long as to say that, the overall confusion from this ends up in us not knowing the truth of anything. Like for
example all rockstars, even being used to conceal reality, even those whose lyrics say otherwise. Then there is celebrity glorifying the ego, and the
seperation of the One. Then there are people like Noam Chomsky, who're given credit, a lot of it, but do I trust that? There's the whole watchdog
thing, and the people there to spread the truth in their beautifully published books; but then it comes out that the've won awards and have even been
published at all. That smells like fish to me - it's seeing the details here. If something was a truth that someone in power would know could be used
against them it wouldnt be in a book or on radio.
But in order for the truth to look half-way polished we need to give the sherlock holmes's of the world along the way a bit of a ride - make them
think, based upon the psychology of a skillful and resourceful species. You can dig yourself out of a hole and still think you're in it, even after
seeing the light - it may not be complete sentience, but at least you know how to argue with yourself the same point in a different way....
It does lead to paranoia, but the less I fear, the less I fear if that makes sense - it has no power over you then. It's just hard to believe that
some belief could have any power at all in a "material" world, as we know it in first consciouness.
They will use madness against you - you are mad. And maybe you are. The way I think of it is, I am interested in talking about it, but, when it comes
to it, you are risking your own mental wellbeing and you will not be able to function if you lose control of your mental borders.... There is nothing
wrong with opening up the mind but actual madness itself - all it is, not in a medical term though - is a mind that is losing boundaries and cannot
prevent the ammount of overstimulus crowing his brain until he gives into his other egos, an emotional and erractic state that neither defies truth or
believes it. Thus creating fantasy worlds of a more emotional, symbolic nature (the nature of 'reality') that have their own 'pattern' of
thinking, much like what we call rational thinking. But in rational thinking we are able to cut off one reality to move onto the next ego-reality,
someone who is 'unwell' but not necessarily mad cannot do this and is overoccupied with the result of an imaginary future that may harm him/her.
Not too dissimilar to most people's realities just other forms-of.
Here is a simple equation. It may seem not on topic but trust me, it is related.
1stly - you ask yourself, what is true? You've opened a box and you feel you cannot turn back. But one day, you do, you always do and you are still
able to live in a place of boundaries and exercise what you think is free will and control over your own life
2 you go through all the options of where to move next in life but that box thing keeps coming up, so you decide to confront it again
3 what happens now is that, you've found out some other unsavoury and not very pleasant things about reality - not reality as in, some definable
facts, but the disturbing nature of those 'fluctating boundaries'
so 4 you either give in to complete paranoia, you feel you are handing over your soul, there is no where to run from your own mind and its fear nor
the physical threat that may come upon you one day
5 so you think, I dont trust anything/one - so in order to move forward there must be complete self love [cont]