It can be difficult to get back, it is in fact possible that you never really were "there" but only temporarily experienced being "there" and what
can be called a parallel version of yourself and reality, which in turn would give you all of the memories from that parallel reality and your
existence there, which could have confused you when coming back "here" making you believe that your "true home" was that other parallel reality. I
have been "jumping" through various alternate and parallel dimensions and experienced being "other" people within those places myself, and at
first this started spontaneously and I did not understand its meaning or purpose or how or why it happened. My experiences were slightly different
though, as I "moved" into someone elses bodies and suddenly "woke up" in various other locations within various other bodies at different times.
This on its own is a too long story to get into details about here and I have previously mentioned it, either here or on my website, and it relates to
the alternate realities and soul fractions etc.
The bottom line is that we all, at least most of us, have parallel "selves" living their own individual lives more or less disconnected from any
conscious contact with eachother, in different alternate realities. These "selves" relates to the mentioned soul fractions or soul fragments as I
also call them, which in turn are part of our true Higher Soul , or True Self. Again this too have been explained previously within these pages.
I am not sure if your experience relates to that, but it sounds very possible, if you can actually get "stuck" in another parallel reality I simply
do not know but I can not dismiss the possibility, as I stayed for 3 days in a paralell / alternate dimension within a different body myself once. In
my case it was done on purpose though, and it was hard to manage to stay there for so long and eventually I was "pulled" out of that body and back
into my body "here" in this version of what we call "reality".
The best thing I can recommend you to do right now in your situation is grounding exercises and meditations for such purposes, and try take a break
from any other "higher" spiritual activity or practices. In certain cases, people get "out of phase" due to having accumulated too much energies
of "higher vibrations" and this can lead to many physical and mental problems. There needs to be a balance and harmony between both the higher and
Also, I would not recommend you trying any psychedelic drugs or substances like that as that can be extremely dangerous and make things much worse.
Try take some time off everything spiritual, mystical, paranormal and so on, stop reading about such things, stop visiting web sites like this, stop
letting your mind be filled with new ideas and fuel your already problematic situation, and rather be more grounded into the everyday life of this
physical reality, and see if that and my above tips will be of any help.
And as said, it could be beneficial seeking professional help too, as it could be a real medical condition behind what you are experiencing, better to
check it out and rule that out before anything else. Best of luck!
How it feels like to die depends on how you die.. If you die peacefully and quickly, it obviously will feel much better than if you are dying slowly
in pain. And if you are killed by someone, that is more traumatic than if you die a natural death. The after-life scenario itself varies depending on
both how you die and your spiritual level of development at the time of death.
In most cases the after-life is beautiful though, and most people have good experiences of dying, as can be seen even in modern "near death
experiences" where people have died but returned, and told of their beautiful experiences. Personally I had one just a few months back where I was
robbed and almost killed by being choked, and I ended up in a beautiful field of flowers where I felt completely at peace and harmony and love.
Until I woke up in the streets back after, well, was worth the experience.
Regarding the pyrmids, yes they are still active, and various groups of people venture there for specific related work such as meditations etc, and
some of the secret orders hold meetings there now and then for special initiations and rituals that dates back to the times of the creation and
purpose of the pyramids.
I know some of the scientists and researchers actually working on the sites as well and they have confirmed various coverups of spceific findings, and
how the work is highly secured and lead by a doctor Hawass whom is responsible for keeping the public mislead regarding the truth of the pyramids and
their builders etc. I am planning to interview some of these researchers soon for my SuppressedStories site.
Hawass is basically the guy in charge of anything going on regarding archaeology in Egypt. One thing he has done is deny permission of DNA testing of
the mummies, as well as carbon dating mummies. He claims it is because of it not being "accurate", but the truth is rather that it would reveal the
true age of the mummies which predates what we are taught, as well as interesting racial backgrounds of the same mummies and their origins.
Some info on the doc: en.wikipedia.org...
The Moon and Mars cultures are greatly different from eachother from my observations. The Moon people seem more hostile against both Earth and Mars. I
can not speak for all of the inhabitants or possibly different cultures of the Moon, nor Mars, but only of those few inhabitants I have observed
myself. And these, on the Moon, live in bases covered by spherical domes that keep the oxygene and an atmosphere within them. They also seem to mainly
live underground. This latter is the case for Mars too, they too live underground and have domes etc, but lately it seems that there have been
terraforming going on and that it might be possible for Martians to also inhabit the surface now, or at least very soon, as plant life is there and
other creatures, and there is water and lakes, but large areas are deserts and more or less close to what the standard official images that are
released looks like. I speculate in the terraforming going on close to the poles as this is where most of the water is located in both ice and liquid
Earth mainly work along with Mars, and share technology and resources and conspire against their people (I assume the governments, in whatever form it
exists, on Mars also lies to their people about the truth regarding contact with Earth and so on, but I cant be sure). The Moon people seem to be sort
of "rebels" that are disliked by both Earth and Mars, and thus the Moon is more or less not being accessed, and is also the reason why they never
sent anyone back there nor sent much else of interest up there (such as for example the Mars Rovers and all the Mars satellittes and etc).
I know very little about their specific cultures and how they live and go along in their daily lives as I have only observed a small fraction of what
I believe to be people from the "governments" of both Moon and Mars, such as soldiers etc.
The reason I went to South America is because it is the most safe place, and will be the most safe place, in the coming times as we move towards 2012
and beyond, and it has some great discoveries yet to be made which I am aware of the location of. I also have work to do that is focused here, both
because of the mentioned un-discovered location, as well as the future and the purpose this continent will have for the coming ages.