Hey, that's awesome.
I write heavy metal music about all those things you speak of.
Bad attention is attention nonetheless.
Any music is the means to express what is inside your thoughts, feelings and all that nonsense.
By the time it is commercialized, it only represents the almighty $$.
I wish I had some of those.
That being said, most people aren't exposed to the genres that still hold true to the expression aspect. They have to seek it out themselves.
Why? Because sheeple buy mainstream music. Are exposed to the commercialism of it on every radio/T.V./Video game...bla bla
They are somehow convinced to believe that it is exciting.
I like the bone crushing of metal, because it is angry, and I am angry..not with my life and circumstances but with the over all condition of the
globe. It is aggressive and I am aggressive. and bla bla. It is the easiest genre to release what I have. And believe it or not, good metal is much
more complex musically, than most think.
If you spend enough time surfing through genres on "underground" or "indie" sites, you'll find meaning in any genre of your preference. They
still write with emotion.
I'm not sure if I was traveling down the right road here...but yeah.
Edited to add.... It's Headbanging. \m/
[edit on 22-11-2009 by bad man incorporated]