Well I'm not going to tell you what you should do, but I can tell you that I feel exactly the same way. Its like every day is mental torture, like one of the previous posters said. I just want to get it all over with, and if I die too, I don't care, I just want the waiting to be over. I refuse to have a kid, this has little to do with 2012, more to do with the state of our society. He would *have* to have vaccinations, I never had a choice either - I think people should have the option to refuse. Then there's flouride in the water, genetically modified foods, an abusive and ill educational system, oppressive government, you name it. If I had an option, I don't think I would have chosen to be born right now. This time and place sucks.

You know the answer already.

Trust your feelings

meanwhile save some money and enjoy your the free time.

Originally posted by xynephadyn
I am wondering if anyone else feels like their life is on "standby" until 2012? Does anyone else feel like they can't look into the future because of their fears of 2012? Sometimes I feel like Im waiting for 2012.

What really bothers me- is I want to start a family with my husband. Problem is, I feel really hesitant about doing so before 2013. Any other women feel this way? I mean- it would really suck trying to survive the "end of the world" with an infant.

Since 1998 I have been convinced, by all the material I have researched and by my own feelings about it- that the shift is going to hit the fan come 2012 or around there of. Infact I feel so certain of it- I have a hard time making long term goals for myself. Because, I believe there is a 50/50 chance that life as we know it could be completely different.

Id really like to believe that everything will be "alright". But- with as much on the verge of collapse in our current times- the economy, environment, governments.... is it really a stretch to be worried???

I feel the exact same way as you feel. I am currently 26 going on 27 and i sometimes feel like i need to start a family but due to current events and the times we are currently living in i kinda dont want to have kids and raise them in this messed up world. 2012... the end times i can honestly say that i dont know what to expect but i do go about my business and try to get out and live a little before this "prophecy" might become a reality. So far i just been living my life and been training myself mentally and physically for what lies ahead. Other then that i do feel the same way as you.

I would only want to have children if I'm sure I can provide for them. Right now I don't believe I can. I would only be able to so if I had a house with some land, be able to grow food and have solar panels for electricity and a water purifying system. That way I could still be able to teach them and learn how to become happy in a difficult world.

Quite frankly I just don't believe our society is build to last, there just isn't a durable relationship with the environment. I believe we should have changed already but simply don't want to because we are so addicted to many things we could easily do without. Sooner or later we have to change our lifestyle, if people still refuse or are simply ignorant we'll likely have riots, people blaming others or trying to rob those who did choose to put a lot of effort into providing for themselves.

I don't believe this will happen in 2012 but it maybe much later say 2030, it is inevitable. I don't believe some supernatural event will happen, it will be like it has always been; survival of the fittest (nation). Only looking back at the past it is easy to notice a pattern of warfare, not one generation has lived without some major war, combined with the many weapons in this world, guns and ammo is meant to be used and will continue to be produced for a long time, soldiers are not for decoration.

I am looking forward to 2012, so I can see all the posts on ATS. The really interesting posts will be those leading up to the eve of that oh-so anticipated night. All those people who predicted overly fantastic crap.

Of course, no one is going to learn a lesson from any of it.

Originally posted by xynephadyn
I think its all very #ty and negative of most all of you who replied to this thread. If you dont agree with the post- why even bother replying with negative statements like
- im stupid
- get a life

Well, you did ask:

I am wondering if anyone else feels like their life is on "standby" until 2012?
Does anyone else feel like they can't look into the future because of their fears of 2012?
...is it really a stretch to be worried???

If you didn't want people to answer honestly, then you should have changed your post to "only reply if you agree with me".

For heavens sakes. I am a psychic, medium, empath who sees and feels things that 99.9% of the population cant.

Really? And you didn't see this coming?

I hope youre feeling fine, today

I feel a little like you do....but I really want to use this moment to say

Wow!...you have a childwish and I guess you both do. I dont have children myself but its the group I work with most. I dont have a partner for a few reasons and I often tinker of having children

It can really bring you a lot of unexpected and immense joy that might soften the fear of 2012 and its effects youre thinking of right now....

I hope you understand what I meant with that, its hard to explain ^^

I feel it too, like it's no point trying to make plans

Remember Y2K? Remember the mass panic button that got pressed..and when the new year came...nothing happened?

2012 is the new Y2K. I'm really getting sick of the scams that are going on. And now we have this new film coming out.

Ugh.

People are so goddamn gullible.

No, my life isn't on standby re: 2012, any more than I factored the year 2,000 into my plans and decisions.

Imo, 2012 will pass by no more/less eventfully than any other year

OP just learn to let go of all your fears. When you conquor your fear then you can do anything you want. Be anyone you want, have kids, faimly, live your life to the fullest. Just remove FEAR, and you can open the wonderous realms of all possibilities. Then it won't matter whatever comes to pass on Dec 21st 2012. Because YOU will have won the game and ended the cycle of Fear.
All the rest will just be an adventure.

My life certainly isnt on "standby" but I do have an opinion that if things don't drastically change by the time the clock officially turns into 2013, then all my hope for the world is gone.

It's one of those moments in time where I am going to be thinking "now what?" if it goes by with nothing happening. It's the last date with some substance behind it for a major event to happen, as anything after it is just another date fabricated to create a hype about it.

I hope something happens.

Yes. I am part of "Clean Up Crew". But I am working on Prevention and Decreasing the "Problems" associated with the Ascension Process.. So, I do feel as if on "Stand By", but only sometimes. There is So Much to Do.

You are going to die anyway. LIVE. Don't worry about this whole NWO thing. I believe NWO is real, but what can you do?! Our power lies in the masses and the majority are asleep! So, live. If you must die, which you will, then live.