posted on Apr, 11 2004 @ 08:39 AM
You know what I think is very sad? Is that we have come this far in time, learned many new things since Jesus Christ's time... However we are still
ignornant to his basic message and mission. See if Christ were back today, he would indeed be killed or thrown into a mental hospital for
"deleuZIONal" behavior. The man came down as a challenge from the lesser gods. If Christ would have failed this mission we would be yet a fuel
resource for another comsic creation..
Jesus came down to work as a hard working man, tried to instill peace, and was brutally murdered for his mission..
Jesus Christ did not engage in sexual matters while he was here on his mission.. But if he did we all know that Mary Magdelan would probably have been
his bride. Because this was a woman who made wrong choices, but always had love in her heart,
(Perhaps that is why she was a prostitue to please men sexually, when sex was and always has been a chore for men in lots of ways, and she loved to
Now don't get this twisted please... Christ's mission was that love for all is the greatest gift you could give to mankind. How we love when a same
sex friend is there to talk to when relationship problems come about with the opposite sex. How we love our
father/fathers/brothers/sons/family/friends.. There is a design for the unversal code of love for which I believe that women/men balance the equation
to allow one's self to project more love to all..
As for myself that a woman's touch and care(sapphire's) calms my raging beastly side of maledom to a calm protecting nurturing behaved being. As
lots of times women throw out so much unlogical chaos needing having a carnal need to be re-assured that their care has not been foresaken in
mistranslation of the gender.
Thus Christ could not (IMHO) marry or engage in anything that would give humanity a biased opinion of his mission.
He came down worked in profession in a job that helped create. He tried to tell mankind that love of your friends,enemies,and GOD would lead us to the
paradise of Heaven.
I want to give you very minor examples of being a friend hurt me in the short term. NO WAY NEAR WHAT CHRIST had to do for his job/mission.
Two Of My Jobs That Were Easy To Give Behind In The Long Run..... AOL and SouthWest Airlines
I mean it is hard for our own peers and friends to stay loyal in times of hardship,money,living in a economicaly scared society..
I have lost a few of my good friends in my time, due to power establishments(AOL,SWA) trying to threaten the "worst case scenario" if they
continued to assoicate with me.
So I know it is not wise to associate with a "troublemaker" as I do not at a professional enviroment. However take into consideration my telling you
this for honesty and just want for you to hear me out in these two JOBS...
AOL: Call Center Opened up in my home town, Got promoted my second day, seeing how choatic and disorganzied this franchise was I made my own schedule,
and worked my way into an "unoffical leader" of the level 2 support desk which I molded in my entirety. There was this one "old" friend who was
much smarter than I and he was about to get fired due to not fulfilling a 7 min call time ratio.. I pleaded to upper management/director of the
division to have this "noob" on my team from personal experience as a friend.. My pleads at the time worked out and he was given a chance to shine
in this company, not to mention ... he was safe from getting fired since he was not on the phones. He was given this first position of something that
he was good at and it paid off for having a friend care enough to save him from termination. However my promises were not retained in the company
several months later.. Infact it was my first scenario of being "used" in a company for being too willing to make things work.(IE stepping on
toes_). So a network hiccup happened to be a major issue.. And this friend was the first to volunteer and "Judas" me out to management for being
the one who wiped data from the network. The fact was I did infact put someone up to wiping network data while I was outside smoking with the
management.. However he being afraid of his job, got scared and assumed I did this on my own, and told the upper management all that they needed to
arrest me on "alleged" destruction of confidental data of company property... The funny thing was the culprit who infact did this tried to do it
again when I was in jail, thus him getting fired and me getting released. But this guy didn't go to jail because the company was so embarrased that
they made a mistake of arresting me.. My friend later got demoted and fired when he was no longer of a use to this company...
I forgave him, got him another job a year later, and helped him out by providing a place to live for a year with my parents, and selling him my car
when I got a new one, plus allowing him to live with me for nearly 3 months semi rent free. He is currently working at the second place where I setup
the chance for him to land this job, and has backstabbed me by complaining that his title was 2 months delayed after payment in full for his car. I
had made a mistake on his title and corrected it from the previous owner,however he was so mad about this that he has ceased friendship with me over
a matter that was meaningless.. When infact I had every right to be mad at him...
SWA:... I called up all management and told them they needed to fulfill their promises to their employees(although I had been promoted twice). and
made such a stink that indeed they got their raises/extended wages, out of spite for claming that "I had nothing to do with this because the pending
matters finally came through." Well I sacrified my job which I was paid very well because it was honestly making me sad that others who were more
deserving then me were getting passed over and because of them having family in this depressed economy for I.T workers , could not push their luck.
And yet because of the uproar I made, I was told that yes because what I did got people the raises, but because of what I did I could not be seen
Yet again this hurt ..........
For these two incidents I took a "bullet" for the team in 2 high ranking positions when my heart felt that the company was doing wrong to the
"common" individual by seeing many occasions biasd behavors. These two jobs
Was I hurt because my friends left me behind in fear of losing their jobs for talking to me?
NO... But when their corporate minds betrayed their human friendship for me ... Then yes...
Now I am not claming to be anywhere on the level of the courage of JESUS CHRIST.. But this hurt a great deal of standing up for the underdog and
having the underdog leaving me a nice pile of # each time for gratitude.. However because they indeed got something better than before foir their
familes when I was single. Then it was worth it! Because I will always move on and seek better things for what I want to do and will make it
CHRIST's mission was so much deeper, and for his grand gift he indeed did change the whole world!
But we still get hung up on wanting to associate him with the Chruch that uses him for their own agenda and in my mind blasphemes his cause all
He loved, told people that little things really didn't matter, that love was the key, kinda like what made "The Beatles" the most popular band of
all time.. Positivity.. and yet some members of the Beatles made a mockery out of Christ due to his fan club....
I would like to focus on what Christ's felt as a human and how being with GOD and made into a human body felt? To think if perhaps some thoughts were
sheilded from Jesus so that he would carry out the mission.. At least his mastering and foretelling gave us something so deep to live by, and
something for the linear as well..
Beginning,middle, and end which no other religious texts gives in that details...
1-17-05 Something Will Happen.. The New Prophet "Revebo" Preaching the message of Jesus Christ's Love,,,, Not books In PreOrganzied trained Hate
Vain.. But in actions, for which I am trying daminit!