Originally posted by HulaAnglers
Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity
Thank you so much for posting these signs. I have read them before a while back but they went from my memory. Thank you for reminding me of
As I read them I see so much of my inner pain and struggle writen within them, Ive gone through a lot of them, not all but most.
Sudden feelings of deep sadness for no reason which often lead to crying also for no reason. When this initially happened to me it was so devestating
I thought my very spirit had been ripped from me, I felt soul less, no feelings just absolute dispare. My family became very concerned for me and
nearly took me to hospital. This was a very difficult stage to go through, to feel sad for no reason, to cry for no reason was very hard. I came
through this mid 2008 and I now feel so much better, and have not experienced this again.
I have become withdrawen from my family but this is something I am now trying to reverse. Its not fair on them as I still have a responsability to
them, this is what I meant when I said this journey can become a selfish one, we forget that the people around us still need us.
Oh dear sleep patterns Ive definatly suffered. For ages Id wake up at around 2am and feel completely awake for hours. This has recently returned and
it feels like some sort of energy exchange is going on. I wake up later now say 4am but still with that wide awake feeling. This can make you very
tired the next day.
Dreams of monsters, wars and battles Ive also had. Only last night I was hunting down monsters. Ive also had several dreams were I have actually been
attacked by dark entities and the only way to escape them is to wake up.
Ive not felt lonely but Ive always enjoyed my own company, Im fine by myself I dont need lots and lots of people around me constantly.
The loss of passion and desire Ive felt only recently. This made my job very difficult to do, I lacked planning and self motivation. Also in my home
life Ive just not being bothered with anything, which is just not like me, Ive always had lots of energy, able to do many tasks at once, fitted lots
into one day, only to become a lifeless person with no drive. This was hard and I really did start to wonder how I was ever going to get my old drive
back. Luckily I seem to have entered 2009 with a new burst of drive and energy, I hope this stage is over.
Yes Ive always had a deep longing to go home, I feel disconnected from my whole. Where exactly my home is I dont know but I ache to return some days.
However of late I feel home may be returning to me as I feel it more within me than Ive ever felt before.
I would also like to add to these stages, a feeling of absolute love and light especially in the heart chakra and a constant ringing in the ears,
especially the right ear.
I would just like to thank everyone for their replies, this thread has turned out to be one of the most helpfull ones Ive ever started and posted in.
You all have shown great insight and an openess to share what is a very personal thing. I didnt realize at the time of starting this thread how much I
really needed to read your opinions, you cant believe how much you've all helped me. I also hope others will find an energy within this thread that
will help them too.
Thank you all.