posted on Mar, 29 2008 @ 10:05 AM
hey guys hope you are all well, i had a strange experience this morning and didn't know where else to post so i thought it was reasonably relavent to
what has been talked about here, so i'm sharing..
two days ago i watched a video about the new world order, i have heard of it many times before and have studied a lot of the conspiracies and history
etc, but never before had i seen something that put it all together in such a shocking and sense making way! It really disturbed me and made me
incredibly worried and sad.
i was in a bit of a mess to be fair and starting to understand that there is more truth than ever in the whole finding your inner self and learning to
love on a spiritual level
I have always had this thing where when i shut my eyes and focus i can sort of see my "inner light" and feel a deep connection with the universe,
but after i had watched this documentary and had been talking about it i started feeling really depressed and anxious
I couldn't find my light! i was trying to meditate really hard and i just couldn't find it!
then last night, after having a bit of a panic attack i went to sleep, i woke up this morning, went to the shops and started to feel a little better.
i went home, got back in bed and tried again to find my light. what happened then was really mad, i was focusing and all of a sudden it was like it
sort of broke through the darkness and nearly blinded me! it made me jump and tears filled my eyes, but not sad ones, sort of overwhelmingly happy
ones! then the light was dancing around my mind and my whole brain felt sort of tingly, then i saw my self in the light and it was sort of touching me
and tickling me and making me giggle! then the light sort of wrapped itself around me and embraced me, then it just shot me upward beyond earth and
into the universe but i felt so free and happy!!
I don't feel depressed anymore or anxious, i feel like i am back on my path but a few steps closer to where i'm trying to get to!
so i guess what i want to know, since i am new to all this, is can anyone relate, or should i just go and have myself committed immediately?!!!