posted on Mar, 28 2006 @ 06:19 PM
H.S. I would rather be Dorothy than Oz, because she had the magical ruby slippers, and that she didn't need a hot air balloon to return home, her
most important realization was that the power to return home was inside of her all along.
Yes you are right I do take it easier now H.S. I am not doing spring yard chores right now, (although everything but the mowing is usually my
job)..my husband is doing them for me. Awhile back when we first moved here, I started to build a naturalistic, semi-Japanese style garden in my back
yard, with lots of plants, and trees for birds, and I kept getting harassed by the neighbor I talked about in the Superpower thread. (I will put some
pictures up of the garden in the Member Art section later). It was hard work to begin with because many of the plants had to be searched for, and
planted (some of them had large rootballs). And the rocks, I went to almost every rockery, including the ones in the mountains to find the right
shape and sized rocks I wanted, to complete the design I had drawn. Anyway, it was very ambitious undertaking for me to do, I smashed one of my
fingers between two rocks and now it's permanently crooked..lol. I lifted rocks onto carts, some men would have not struggled with. I had to hire
cranes and work with professionals, most of who did not believe I even did the landscaping myself. I had to keep changing my design to include more
privacy into it, because of my snoopy neighbors, and I need more privacy still. Plus, plants grow, need fertilizer and help against bugs and fungus,
and need to be tended to constantly. Also, I have a thing about planting trees (to do my part for the environment) and I donated trees to other
peoples homes too, so with the trees I planted at my house and the ones for other people in the neighborhood, I have added about 200 trees to my small
subdivision. My husband and I built an open teahouse, but we aren't finished with it yet and we plan to add a pond and a waterfall to the garden,
along with some sculpture.
Anyway, I have been somewhat disabled for 5 years, with a bleeding type ailment I would not go see a Dr. for because I have had many bad experiences
with them. When I finally did call a Dr. and tell her about it, she adviced me not to come to her office but to go directly to the ER. I told the ER
Dr. how long I had my problem, and he said that isn't possible, a person couldn't last more than two weeks with bleeding at this rate. But, I
didn't know that wasn't possible...so I lived..Lol. And I had anemia for awhile because of it, but thats gone now because of taking Iron pills.
So, I am slowing returning back to my old self, and plan to get back into my garden again. I am hoping my neighbor and his wife, will not continue to
send negative thoughts and actions my way, after what happened to him, but he learns little from much. So, I must be strong for that also. Also, I
admit I have been hiding out here in my home, because of all the wierd things that keep happening to me. Even though I have been hiding, many strange
people still have followed me to my home, so I can't hide from them all. (Like a neighbor boy who came to my door one day, stating that he was
Possessed and needed help and he asked me if I could help him find an Exorcist...but that's another story).
So, I have been taking it slower, and not worrying about things H.S. you sensed that correctly in me. I feel some of it is out of my hands, but I
feel 'protected' also.
Also, great insight into my Kim Bassenger dream. It probably was a different part of me, meeting another part of me. If you only knew how much you
hit the nail on the head with that one...but then maybe you already do.
As far as recognizing the source of anger and fear in public, usually I can. I am not so innocent not to know when I am being stalked, or watched, or
sized up in some way, even if its hidden in someone's thoughts. And, once I get a sense of it, I am very street smart.
Have to go make dinner but I have more to say on what you said H.S. and also about something Icarus said.
Bye 4 now ~ Deep
[edit on 28-3-2006 by DeeplyAwake]