reply to post by Dhaerma
Honestly, forget vitamins, the pill kind anyway... compared to the juice, they do nothing. Its some placebo I know it, its fake.
I try to only eat fish too and I also attribute that to my good health.
The very fact that you're enenthusiastic about anything could be the source of the energy drain. Meditate, try to understand what's wrong with you..
It could be one of these energy blockages I keep hearing about. Its strange actually but for a while I felt I was cursed or blocked or something and
then I meditated, sucked up lots of energy, made it vibrate higher and higher, felt it running through my entire body, like in my blood and I with
great force I visualized breaking through shackels and ever since I haven't felt that blocked/cursed feeling anymore. Everything runs smooth here.
Your body energy is just like electrical equipment, some cuts in the wires result in energy loss, meditate on your energy centeres, when you
breathe in, picture sucking in the healing, powerful life force of the universe and concentrate it in each energy area individually per breath, and
picture exhaling out the bad energy.
Even when I was new to meditation, I learned that after 15 minutes of it...just after breakfast every day, 1. My mood changed, and 2. I was full of
Now prolonged meditations like a couple hours long, I not only feel calm but energized and alive for hours after, infact I didn't want to sleep on
some of the most tiring days. And additionally it gave me time to be alone with my mind an assess my purpose.
Isn't there a disease like mono that makes you really bored and tired?
Anyways... I know the feeling, and I face it all the time, yesterday especially.. If I don't have some sort of project, or constructive hobby to do
it slowly piles up and sucks my energy away as the day goes by.
A person like you, I think one of these days somethings going to go off in your head and you're going to be filled with purpose. I think your in a
time of confusion and a heavy self diagnostic.
I'm almost 22 now but let me tell you... I was NOT the same person I was when I was 18, and thats when I was the least enthusiastic about ANYTHING. I
hated life, I lived to drink. I choose not to drink now, even on the weekends most of the time! I'm so different, for the better, and I have goals
for myself, and a purpose. I'm trying to make myself the best I can be, learn as much as I can, help others whenever I can, and take the world by
the throat and not let it push me or others around. It's like menguard was saying earlier, you gotta play along with the system in order to change
it. Myself I came out of high school with like a 65% average... I never studied for nothing, I felt everything was a waste of time and energy, I
learned very little, I HATED the atmosphere because I thought way differently then the majority of the students and teachers, and I felt the purpose
of high school was just discipline.. They filter us to see who the hard workers are and to see who conforms.
Now I looked like a crappy student then, but I mean all my teachers knew I was smart, and I think they knew where I was comming from... Like now I'm
interested in learning like quantum physics on my own, running my own business, developing awareness and getting some good wisdom.
Man, I guess what I'm trying to say is, the new few years are going to be life changing for you.. If you see an opportunity, TAKE IT.. everything
changed for me when I moved out of my parents house and to a big city. Everything changed too when I met a girl I began to love, and now it seems
everything I push myself to do, I also do for her. We have to put ourself in situations where we are surrounded by the right productive forces..
We're like power-plants, factories... we need to optimise our creation to be happy and accomplished.
Take it from me man... things will change for the better, and SOON. But you can't expect it to happen, you have to MAKE it happen.