posted on Sep, 26 2023 @ 01:33 AM
So this is a post about my view of evil and its seduction, probably to be continued, seen through the allegorical lenses of Star Wars to help
illustrate more dynamically my point. From where I am standing at present, what I am about the break down is all pretty clearly illustrated throughout
the serie, sometime in a very direct fashion, especially when and if you look for it with this duality of ego and soul (dark side and light side) in
mind.
The story: Anakin Skywalker's rise and fall from grace (episode 1-2-3) and Luke planting the seeds to his eventual redemption (episode 4-5-6)
So we know that Anakin becomes Darth Vader by ultimately yielding to his ego driven passions and fears, paving the way for his ego complete take over
near the end of episode 3, Then it betrays him by essentially refusing to let go at any point where redemption was basically still somewhat thinkable
before disaster. I would go as far as to say that if he could be convinced by Padme and Obi-Wan to see through the lies of Palpatine when on Mustafar,
he could still be brought to answer for his crimes and maybe find a way to stop his fall to the dark side by attoning for the horrid crimes he would
soon come to no doubt regret, once he realize he was lied to about the jedi order and basically had his judgement shrouded by the dark side dellusion.
Yet he did not listen. His ego was already seemingly uncrackable, like Dooku remarked with glee (twice the pride, double the fall). So far it is all
straightforward, we saw it creep on him by how emotionally unstable and conflicted he was through 1-2-3.
Fear always played some role it seems, wether it was fear of his weakness or fear of losing his loved ones, or near the end of 3 the fear of dying. he
ends up quite literaly swallowed up by the abyss of his own fears, trapping himself in a dark prison represented by the uncomfortable limitations of
this stiff black armor, akward life support system and breathing apparatus. You'll notice that despite the fact he is kept in relatively constant
suffering on many levels by the corruption of his own ego, it is the fear which really ''prevent'' him from being free.
Now before I go on let's try and make sense of the philosophy of the dark and light side of the force, because it may suddenly hit closer to home for
some: ''The light side of the force'' is basically a different way of phrasing the very teachings of christian truth, love, light and surrender to
the the Good Will of God. ''The dark side of the force'' is actually not a different source at all. Darkness, however ellusive and mysterious it
may seem, remains the absence of light.
Evil is the opposite of good, yet goodness (God) is understood to be wellspring, the source of presence, life, beauty, love, wisdom, light, etc. If
good stands for everything that basically can be recoognize exists on its own, what then does evil stands for ? Quite simply, its source and domain is
the dark and cold silent void. What was said to be the first sin in the bible ? It was disobedience to God, but more that that. There were two trees
which were especially important in the garden. The tree of life and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. They were tricked by the serpent to
eat from the tree and essentially lost their perfect natures by being corrupted by the forbidden knowledge. Their knowledge first brings shame to them
by the realizing of their nakedness, then fear by hiding from God whom they disobeyed, then despair when they had to leave the garden and all the rest
of sins that came forth from then on. The idea of a sinful self is much like an vessel who can never be filled because tragically, there are holes in
it. Ever wondered why suffering, even emotional, tend to feel like it burns or swell, somehow ? It is either trying to consuming you or draining you.
So why is Pride/ego the worst sin ?
This is where the lie get so dangerous, it try to convince us by deceit that the ''flame that burns twice as bright burn twice as long'', that
isolation is strong, charity is weak and that we never need any outside help (pride). A perfect being by itself does not feel to be lacking anything.
In fact, he would finds his joy in sharing what he can with others so as to attempt to make their joy as complete as his is. Love is about sharing.
Fear is about coveting. The best exemple I can think of is from Lords of The Rings, Gollum/Smeagol This is yet another example of ego vs soul at play,
by the way. I think every tragic character in this world is somehow about this duality. Trapped by our self deluded ego, trying to break free. Think
about Anakin, he has everything a man could dream for at some point. He was the chosen one, a jedi knight on the concil, he was married to the love of
his life, he lived in wealth and had respect, love, friendhsip, health. His ego, however, is not letting him realize this. No, instead it instill fear
in him that he will lose what he cant even appreciate he has because he fears losing it. Fear and love do not mix. So he end up losing much,
especially what he tried not to lose.
The reason the jedi where so afraid of giving any ground to the dark side (rightly so, not through arrogant pride or vaunted wisdom despite what
Palpatine, the man who lied his whole carreer) is probably related to the fact that once your mind is too poisonned by the fruits of the sinful ego
and it inevitably brings you down the path of self hatred and edonistic ruin, you not only would have a hard time fighting back the cravings of the
dark side long enough to come back fully to the light for healing, you basically need to want it more than life itself, since at a certain stage you
get so lost in suffering and fear that you are convinced you depend on the very ego that is driving you full speed toward a concrete wall, so
forfeiting the core principles of their whole philosophy, which is of course based on fear: only the strong shall survive and attain victory. Yet
strength born of ego-driven hatred can never free your soul, only force you to dig a deeper pit of self denial, self betrayal and self hatred. This
hatred is actually turned inward by the ego, like Darth Vader who basically hint to luke he hates is own soul and try to hide it under his oppressive
dark ego, as if hiding the shame of his own conflicted past, fearing it may comes to the surface again and end this monumental lie he has spent years
creating by bringing it all crashing down. An other failure perhaps, from a certain point a view (a very dark and self centered one, however).
He can't find it in his heart to forgive himself (probably because he walled his heart off himself to prevent what, being hurt again ? No: to prevent
himself from feeling love at all. Because love is what he lost and it nearly brough him death. He nearly lost his own universe. Yet love come and go
naturally. Breath comes and go too and then it returns.
Love too, will return. Luke proved it, because he knew his father, deep down in his tormented soul was suffering from this despair and crushing guilt
and even admitted wishing redemption. His soul never truly gave up hope. Never was killed.It waited patiently for its new dawn. So when Luke reminded
his father of true loyal love, it gave him true hope. Vader let go of fear of Palpatine and fear of being his true self once more, discards his dark
ego then end his life looking face to face his own son, in a tender moment of peace after a life long storm.