I wondered if anyone can think of another personal story which bears the same hallmarks as the one I will relate below. It refers to an apparent
alien/demonic implant which is in the form of a worm-like being, which causes extreme pain at times, and which has an ability to affect my psyche in
disturbing ways. I will relate a bullet point list of the context & the details, following which I would appreciate non-patronising discussion.
1 - At 17, found myself crushed by a weight of oppression & persecution, perpetrated by criminal agents, orchestrated by some secretive group which
had connections to the UK government, but which was not controlled by the UK government.
2 - Being abandoned by friends, family & society in general, I began to search frantically for some sort of spiritual solace, leading me to read all
manner of theories in all manner of books (it was before the internet was a big thing, and I didn't even have a rented apartment, let alone a
computer..) I found lots of interesting facts, and managed to relate to some experiences (some OOBEs for example) - but I found no actual help. I
searched by visiting groups such as the Hare Krishnas, but again, no support whatsoever.
3 - I was experiencing psychotic symptoms - hearing voices, and having strange experiences with dark, or demonic energies, which seemed to be messing
with my head in a very specific way - I had sensed one of these beings somehow enter my body/mind at one point. I had already been told (as part of
the organised persecution, by people pretending to be my friends for months leading up to that point) that Satan wanted me for his kingdom, to be of
use in some way. At the time I had flatly refused, even though I was not a Christian until many years later.
4. Living in a bail hostel (although I was only 17, and had never committed a criminal offece - I was placed there by the local authority, allegedly
because there was no room in any more suitable hostels) - I was still being persecuted in what appeared to be a systematic way, by other residents
whom I suspected had been placed there deliberately to interact with me. During this time frame I was suffering serious depression, as well as the
psychotic symptoms - I was drinking as an alcoholic would, starting the day with super-strength cans of beer & cider.
5 - I was going to sleep one night, and as I began to drift off (still conscious - I had felt only drowsiness until this point, and had not yet been
asleep) I began to find myself paralysed, unable to move - I was in a hypnopompic state. At the same moment, the appearance of the room seemed to
shift, and I felt like I had phased out of reality, but only very slightly - I could still see the room & all its contents, exactly like it had been
before this occurred.
6 - A woman materialised sitting astride my paralysed body, in a sexual position. I couldn't see her properly, but could feel her weight, and as my
arms seemed to come free of the paralysis, I could feel her hips, so felt i wasn't imagining things. Before anything further could happen, she leaned
forwards towards me, and gave me a kiss. As my mouth opened for the kiss, a ball of gel, between the size of a large marble & a golf ball, entered my
mouth. I was shocked & broke off the kiss - I felt the ball of gel quickly travel down my gullet into my stomach. As I realised this had happened,
the woman disappeared, and I phased back into reality, fully awake (& terrified).
7 - Later that night, I began to experience a feeling of movement in my stomach area, combined with sharp pains. These came in fits & starts for a
while, and I eventually managed to get a few hours' sleep. The next day, however, I was racked with pains most of the day, very sharp & pressing in
the stomach/ abdomen areas, which seemed to pulse & combine with feelings of movement, like I had something wriggling around in my stomach. I was
incapacitated for two days while this process carried on. At the end of it, I experienced long periods of repetitive pulsing movements in one
particular spot in my lower abdomen, and I became convinced that something had been implanted into my body - a type of worm - either organic, or
mechanical, or a combination of the two, I wasn't sure.
8 - I was harassed by one particular individual, to whom I had expressed I was having severe stomach pains. He laughed manically, for a long time,
with a demonic glint in his eyes, and simply said: "It's Be-e-jebub". I had come across the names of demons in my research into spiritual matters,
and while I wasn't sure precisely, I knew from the way he said it that he was referring to the name of a demon. Whether he meant that a demonic
creature had been implanted, or that the woman/spirit who implanted it had been demonic, I do not know. Either way, he seemed to confirm that it was
the result of demonic activity, even though there was a tangible physical reality to the presence of the worm-like thing which had been implanted.
9 - I have, for the past seventeen years, lived with many, many occasions, certainly a few times weekly, when I have become aware of the movement of
this 'creature' inside my body. There are times when it seems to be simply moving around from one place to another within my abdominal cavity, and
there are times when it deliberately causes immense pain, by repetitively pulsing and pressing against sensitive areas of my inner organs or abdominal
wall. It tends to do this at night, and usually when I am experiencing problems with my sleep, whether because of nightmares, or sleep paralysis, or
false awakenings from dreams, or OOBEs. I believe that in large part, this worm-like 'creature' has a role to play in creating or causing these
horrible experiences. It seems that all of the activity is motivated in order to cause pain, fear, doubt & uncertainty, particularly regarding my
spiritual faith (which developed a few years after the implantation experience).
So there you have it. That is the summary of the weirdest experience I have had, and as mentioned, I don't know of anyone who has experienced the
same as I have. There is a key point to note - I have had, and continue to have, many other unusual, paranormal experiences in my life. I have
experienced a lot of strangeness from my natural family, who have consistently persecuted & manipulated me since I was around 14 years old. There's
definitely an occult aspect to what they do, and they have variously stated that I am a) genetically engineered, b) an alien, c) an unwanted burden,
unloved by them. This has been careful, sneaky manipulation, and I have since learned that they have been using advanced neuro-linguistic programming
& magical techniques on me since that young age. They appear to have been tasked as my custodians since birth. There seems to be some nefarious
group in charge of the family's management of me. The aim seems to be to drag me down, causing me to become ineffectual, weak & self-destructive.
They literally want me to commit suicide, and my 'father' stated that directly, when I was 17, saying I'd be doing them a favour. I now believe they
are satanists, and that they have been trying to get me to either: a) Kill myself, b) Sell my soul for material gain, c) Enter into the direct &
loyal service of Satan.
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