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justbe
Hello Justbe,
I am not the best person to discuss OBE’s with because I haven’t developed that skill enough, but I can relate to the experiences you have
described. I will cover those, but will also give you a little background on part of the nature of reality that most are not aware of, and to provide
some comfort when you understand how we are protected and why, so please bear with me.
I'm mostly walking around my apartment in the dark and I only realize that I'm not awake when I cant turn on the light. I hit the lightswitch but I
cant really touch it and nothing happens. Thats when I use to get freaked out and would wake up again.
What you have described here is exactly my experience, getting out of bed and attempting to put a light on but nothing happens because it is your
consciousnessnes that is walking around and not your body. I have done this many times.
I have never astral travelled by my own estimation beyond a couple of rooms in my house which has always frustrated me. Although l did always find it
a scary experience and so I think I must limit myself. If I freak myself out I end up waking in a bit of a panic. The reason for that is my main
concern and my main question: I'm afraid I wont wake up again! I live by myself, so there isnt anybody here who would notice or could wake my up. Can
anybody give me some advice to that?
I have experienced sleep paralysis for most of my life, when I was younger it could be two to three times a week, but much less frequent these days. I
did notice a pattern though, and it was the two extremes, either it was very late and I was over tired, or if I had too much sleep it would happen.
I am not suggesting that the exhaustion or sleeplessness is the reason but rather the catalyst for the condition. If it is any comfort, I have always
woken up from this state and it has happened thousands of time to me.
but I feel it when I'm falling asleep, I dont know how to explain, but I just feel it when I'm drifting off, I just get weird sensations and then I
usually force myself out of it, just because I'm afraid of it
I think you are describing what I call 'the buzzes', it’s not really that, but I also can’t describe any other way, the sensation other than a
powerful energy vibrating my body. It is the sensation that wakes my consciousness into alertness, and is also the time when I experience sleep
paralysis.
If I where ever to 'master' astral travel, I am certain this would be the time. It is also the time I would say I was lucid dreaming, but that
doesn’t really do the experience justice either because I am wide awake in my mind. It can happen several times one after another. If I do manage to
wake my body, although it is very difficult to know if I am fully awake or not. I have convinced myself multiple times that I am now back to normal
only to discover my body is still asleep and it can be rather scary at times. It always ends with me falling back into unconsciousness and no
awareness.
So now I wonder, could that really be? Who/what was it and how do I know that that was a friendly "person"?
This is probably where my experiences and our friends that OBE regularly differ slightly, as I could never say that I travelled inter-dimensionally
that I know of, I am sure that I do, but I have no recall other than waking with a wonderful sense of peace and satisfaction that everything is as it
should be.
What would be a good idea is to ask for help and protection, whether this makes a difference or not, I don’t know but I always feel protected now,
and if something dark comes into my awareness, I just demand that it leaves and it always does.
I study esoterics which you may be aware from my posts. One thing that is clear to me is that we all share a symbiotic relationship with another race
of being who we are all actually bound to, and 'they' provide us with our causal envelope at the moment our 'self' enter into the human kingdom.
This relationship lasts for the entire period that we experience the isolated life of being human.
All other species on the planet have a shared consciousness at some level, but humans are shielded from each other as part of our evolutionary
process.
The Deva being has the collective name Augoeides, who belongs to an etherial race, and although there are many billions of them, as there are humans
in the human cycle, their evolution includes the bonding with a human over this period.
It is very hard to visualise what I am explaining, but your Augoedies is you, or rather your 'higher self' as some would describe, or your guardian
angel which is another term applied.
Augoedies, unlike 'we' physical beings, are never present in the physical world and their only way to manifest in the physical plane is through us.
Augoeides as a race of being have a collective consciousness, and is in a way are a proxy for human collective thought. The Devas are a super race of
being, in that they are highly intelligent and spiritually advanced, and have the very best interests of we humans at heart. We are all part of the
unity of life, which is something they are perfectly aware of.
We human are travelling a path of spiritual growth, a path towards understanding the unity of life.
For many thousands of years, we reincarnate, incrementally becoming more and more consciously aware. During our Barbarian stage, our Civilisation
stage and our Culture stages. Our Augodies pay very little attention to us, as we bumble around making our mistakes and generally screwing up, but
later he starts to play a greater and fuller roll in our lives.
Regardless, he is always there to protect us from evil entities and steers us through our intuition, There are many misguided spirits on the lower
astral planes and there are some people who live very evil lives themselves. When that is the case their Augoedies withdraws its protection and allows
them free choice to discover what evil really is.
Augoedies never gives up on them completely though, and will continue to guide the situation, and is alway there making decisions for each of us
during our 'in between lives' of existence.They consider what kind of physical life we need to advance our spiritual growth. There are some evil
souls that sever the connection with Augoedies entirely through a ceremony on the astral and join the black lodge.
Their journey will take them a very long time to correct as they will eventually have to evolve again through the mineral kingdom, animal kingdom back
to the human kingdom where their Karma awaits them and countless lives of suffering until their karma is balanced.
When you ask for help, it is Augoedies who listens, he may be your companion, hidden out of your view, but he is there to direct you by being in your
thoughts.
As I explained earlier, it is very hard to understand this relationship as it really is 'other worldly' and over time we really do become 'as one'
with our 'higher self' which is the goal of the relationship. Once we have completed our time as a human being, we become an essential being, and
Augoedies is free to continue his own evolutionary path, but we are forever bound in our oneness through our collective thoughts even as we become a
collective with the advanced beings that we all become.
Continued next post
edit on 29-4-2015 by kennyb72 because: punctuation