On the outside to me, it may seem as love is the need to work until the world around you burns. On the inside it is the desire to belong to something
that may never die, to be desired and happy that there is a friendly voice in the endless abyss of darkness we spin around in like there was literally
Why has it become something of worth and demand? It drives me up the wall, I've had several people tell me they love me, but they also have Larry,
Curly and Moe, and whoever else too because it is only meant to be monogamous for one person while the other person tries to suppress the other. It
isn't how it is supposed to be. It isn't that I haven't found true love or w/e hill someone is gonna try to die on with me. I found love but I could
keep up with the demand! To be fair though i really don't care to try! I am not like a package deal, you wanted baggage, you're gonna get
baggage!... to put it lightly. Honestly, I am introverted and always left wondering where I went wrong and I am fairly certain it is always because
I am not making her the centre of attention so I am doing something wrong the moment I so much even think of trying to enjoy my own personal liberty,
w/e that may be, dirty or no dirty hands, I'm no angel, not trying to kid anybody here.
But see! Love is a demand!! If you don't bring home that cheddar, if you don't ring that bell, if you don't play the long game... Well why bother
even having looks, emotions, thoughts and passions, they always get tossed right out that window, don't matter boy or girl/colour people are, all the
same, they want to use it. That's what Love is, a demand and they are using you to fill it. It doesn't matter who you are or how much you love the
person... The animalistic nature of survival that we are all known for is always the top priority. Selflessness or not it will always come
I've tried-It isn't there, this idea of love being all-encompassing emotion for family and what have you. it doesn't exist. It is just a fantasy we
try to live out for ourselves and prey on those we can with it because every one of us is the expert authority on it with no real sample to compare it
to. You can't hold it in your hand, it is just an idea, a fantasy!!
Don't work your life away to impress somebody, kids and such are important and great cf course but that can all be done w/o the charade of consumer
offering like some kind of whore.
To put it simply, don't trust the smiling cat.
edit on Mon Aug 16 2021 by
DontTreadOnMe because: all caps title