posted on Feb, 16 2016 @ 06:32 PM
a reply to: tomatosoup
I am at the point where I know in my heart that I could never make something work with someone who hasn't woken up on any level and doesn't
show any signs of doing so in the near future.
After the same amount of time after my first 20 year marraige I was feeling the same way. I put an advert in the local alternate paper and met a gal
who was quite different from my 'dreams' but by then I was so horny I gave her a toss. Then I found out that really, she was giving me a toss. Over a
couple of weeks of 'tossing' I came to realize that my definition of 'awake' was different from hers but that the fun connection we had found through
our 'tossing' was enough to let me understand that all of my awareness was not worth letting her go. And at the same time she found that all of my
stupid 'awareness' was not enough to let me go either. That was 19 years ago and here we both are, crazy about each other.
So my advice is toss it. Take all your awareness, all your 'being awake' and toss it. Find someone who you like being with on any number of other
levels. Your 'awareness will still be there. You don't need to find some one exactly on your own intellectual level, rather on the same emotional
level, the same level of loyalty and level of trust. I still find it interesting how people, even as different as my wife and I are, how how happy we
can be together.