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Dont know what happened..but im sorry...What an empty thing..apologies. Its so hard to write about this without being figureative, but ill try.
It was perhaps the most magical time ive ever experienced. Summer..Blue green night, her hair and eyes matched and melted into my favorite thing...darkness. She replaced and made perfect all the love i had known prior...mother..sisters...father...god. She became my country...our time was cut short...we parted. Not loved since..for it was locked away.
Now..almost twenty years later..she appears...brought back to me in a message from filth. How does this filth dare speak of her to me? How can something so foul present my love in such a way? This to me indicated trouble or a problem...and as fate would have it, in our time apart i had become something of a 'problem' solver. So those instincts took over and i flew to her...not knowing, but prepared to defend and protect with my life.
Our eyes met for the first time in almost two decades...and there was...pain, confusion, loss, and worst of all....she seemed....captured..saw no freedom in her. So for the next few days i swallowed the obvious and tried to ...seeing her again hurt so bad...hurts so bad...she really didnt know how much i loved her...for this little time i tried to show her just how much..i hope it worked. I have lost ...again.
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Not sure. Its about real events that i want to talk about but cant...pretty much it is how it reads...many details, but i dont guess they are important..what it says...what it is.