posted on Jun, 4 2013 @ 12:10 AM
My Life Partner eveshi aka Mike Discarnate. He REFUSED to move to the light when he died of AIDS.
I went into trance and I saw Mike immediately and without words indicated that I was taking him to the light. He acted confused so I just kept the
intent of him moving along while staying focused on him. Some things just need some time to happen. He started resisting; it was his stubbornness
coming out. He didn’t try to go away, but he didn’t move in the right direction either. I kept at it as he vacillated between being stubborn and
confused. Finally, in a moment of liminal inspiration I grew wings, a gown and a halo; that finally got his attention. He was my lover after all and
this was a symbol he could relate to; we used to dress up like this
he stopped being stubborn and we went to the light together.
In order to get Mike to move on, I had to get right up close to it but this was very difficult and I had to wait at a distance, acclimate and then
move closer, acclimate and then move closer still. It was soooooo frustrating!
Finally though we were close enough and I could see it shine on Mike, which is apparently what needed to happen. He stood naked cute as ever still
bathed in the light. Again, I had a moment of liminal inspiration and wrapped him head to toe and beyond in a band of light, much like a mummy being
wrapped like a piece of candy.Like sex bondage.
Once he was fully wrapped I got the feeling to push him into the light and after some experimenting discovered that he would only go in feet first.
So that’s what I did. Once his feet were in my job was done. The rest of him flowed right through it. I saw him come out the other side
completely translucent with only an outline identifying him. I could actually see behind the light. I remember being surprised by this. He paused
for a moment, looked back and then faced away again and then shot off into the distance. He was gone. I cried for days.